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The Bonding
00:00:11DATA: Commander, away team reporting in.
00:00:13Lieutenant Worf standing by.
00:00:15This is Riker. Go ahead, Lieutenant.
00:00:18WORF: The archaeologists have identified the markings in these caverns.
00:00:21This planet was apparently once home to a race known as the Koinonians.
00:00:26What do we know about them, Data?
00:00:28The Koinonians were an intelligent culture which became embroiled in a war that lasted for several generations.
00:00:34Our best evidence indicates they destroyed themselves.
00:00:37WORF: We have completed our survey of the third tunnel and will proceed into the ceremonial chamber.
00:00:41Affirmative. Enterprise out.
00:00:44Destroyed themselves, Data?
00:00:47According to historical records this will be the first opportunity for a Federation team...
00:00:51Captain, beam them up quickly!
00:00:54WORF: Captain, emergency beam-up!
00:00:56Enterprise, emergency. Severe injuries!
00:00:58Transporter Room?
00:01:00O'BRIEN: I've got them, Captain.
00:01:01Beam them straight to Sick Bay.
00:01:02Dr. Crusher, incoming wounded.
00:01:15Away team is on board, Captain.
00:01:23CRUSHER: One dead on arrival.
00:01:52PICARD: Space, the final frontier.
00:01:57These are the voyages of the Starship Enterprise.
00:02:01Its continuing mission--
00:02:03to explore strange new worlds
00:02:07to seek out new life and new civilizations
00:02:11to boldly go where no one has gone before.
00:03:14Captain's Log, Stardate 43198.7.
00:03:18The Enterprise remains in standard orbit
00:03:20while we investigate the tragedy
00:03:22which has struck the away team.
00:03:24Lieutenant Marla Aster, ship's archaeologist
00:03:27has been killed in what should have been a routine mission.
00:03:30Whatever the explanation
00:03:32it will not bring back a valued and trusted officer.
00:03:39Lieutenant?
00:03:43We had completed our investigation of the third tunnel.
00:03:46Our scans indicated no weapons or traps of any kind.
00:03:51Lieutenant Aster was three meters behind me.
00:03:55An explosive device went off.
00:04:00There was no warning.
00:04:03Lieutenant Aster bore the full brunt of the detonation.
00:04:15Lieutenant Aster is survived by a son, Jeremy, 12 years old.
00:04:22He's aboard the Enterprise, sir.
00:04:25And his father?
00:04:26He's also deceased.
00:04:29His only living relatives are an aunt and uncle residing on Earth.
00:04:39Where is he now?
00:04:41In class.
00:04:42I've alerted the teacher to expect us.
00:04:48WORF: Captain!
00:04:51I must accompany you.
00:04:52I commanded the away team.
00:04:54I appreciate your offer, Lieutenant.
00:04:56This is my responsibility.
00:05:06Picard to Bridge. RIKER: Yes, Captain.
00:05:08Assign Commander La Forge to lead another away team to the dig site.
00:05:11I want to know why this happened.
00:05:12Yes, Captain.
00:05:13I will be with Counselor Troi and young Jeremy Aster.
00:05:18I understand.
00:05:19Riker out.
00:05:32He had to do the same thing for me.
00:05:35Do you know Jeremy well?
00:05:38But I know what this is going to be like for him.
00:05:41It's part of life in Starfleet, Wesley.
00:05:44I know.
00:05:45They're very careful to prepare us for anything.
00:05:48But still...
00:05:49I know.
00:05:53How do you get used to it?
00:05:55To telling them?
00:05:59You hope you never do.
00:06:35I sense the weight of this duty on you, Captain.
00:06:43I really wonder...
00:06:47Halt.
00:06:56I've always believed that carrying children on a starship is a very questionable policy.
00:07:07Serving on a starship means accepting certain risks, certain dangers.
00:07:17Did Jeremy Aster make that choice?
00:07:20Death and loss are an integral part of life everywhere.
00:07:25Leaving him on Earth would not have protected him.
00:07:28No, but the Earth isn't likely to be ordered to the Neutral Zone or to repel a Romulan attack.
00:07:33It was my command which sent his mother to her death.
00:07:36She understood her mission and my duty.
00:07:42Will he?
00:07:44In time, and with help.
00:07:49Wesley Crusher does.
00:07:53He does, and so will Jeremy.
00:08:04Resume.
00:08:16Jeremy, I have some bad news.
00:08:20There's been an accident.
00:08:24Your mother... has died.
00:08:35How, sir?
00:08:37An explosive device at the mission site.
00:08:41She died instantly.
00:08:44I understand.
00:08:47Jeremy, I know your mother loved you very much.
00:08:55I'm told that your father is also dead.
00:09:00Yes, sir.
00:09:02He died five years ago from a Rushton infection.
00:09:10I'm all alone now, sir.
00:09:15Jeremy, on the Starship Enterprise no one is alone.
00:09:23No one.
00:09:41Excuse me, sir.
00:09:43Am I intruding?
00:09:45No. Sit down.
00:09:52How well did you know Lieutenant Aster?
00:09:56We spent some time together.
00:10:00Not very well.
00:10:05How well did you know her?
00:10:06Why do you ask?
00:10:08Well, you just asked me.
00:10:09But... why do you ask the question?
00:10:13Since her death, I have been asked several times to define how well I knew Lieutenant Aster.
00:10:19And I heard you ask Wesley on the Bridge how well he knew Jeremy.
00:10:24Does the question of familiarity have some bearing on death?
00:10:32Do you remember how we all felt when Tasha died?
00:10:37I do not sense the same feelings of absence that I associate with Lieutenant Yar although I cannot say precisely why.
00:10:46Just human nature, Data.
00:10:48Human nature, sir?
00:10:50We feel a loss more intensely when it's a friend.
00:10:53Hmm.
00:10:55But should not the feelings run just as deep regardless of who has died?
00:11:03Maybe they should, Data.
00:11:04Maybe if we felt any loss as keenly as we felt the death of one close to us human history would be a lot less bloody.
00:11:14La Forge to Riker.
00:11:16You're back, Geordi?
00:11:17Yes, sir, and we brought back a souvenir.
00:11:22LA FORGE: There are five more just like it all identical to the one that killed Lieutenant Aster.
00:11:27They employ a subspace proximity detonator.
00:11:30A normal tricorder would never detect it.
00:11:32How long would you say they've been there, Data?
00:11:35It comes from the time of the Koinonian wars, sir.
00:11:38RIKER: Did you find them all, Geordi?
00:11:40Yeah, but, uh...
00:11:43Well, it seemed like they were left there to be found.
00:11:46Left by whom?
00:11:48There are no indications of life on this planet.
00:11:50I don't know, Captain but it was pretty obvious that they'd been recently pulled out of the ground and defused.
00:11:59I have made my report to the Captain.
00:12:03I'm more interested in how you feel about what happened.
00:12:09I sense great anger.
00:12:13I cannot seek revenge against an enemy who was turned to dust centuries ago.
00:12:19Her death was senseless.
00:12:22The last victim of a forgotten war.
00:12:28Go on.
00:12:32There is nothing more to be said.
00:12:38A person died under your command.
00:12:41It may happen again.
00:12:42If you can't learn to release the anger and the guilt to talk about it...
00:12:47A leader must stand alone, as Captain Picard does.
00:12:51Captain Picard talks to me.
00:13:02Then, may I seek your counsel on my plan to make R'uustai with the boy.
00:13:10The bonding?
00:13:11It is my right.
00:13:14It's very generous, Worf, but he's not a Klingon child.
00:13:19He has different sensibilities.
00:13:21He is an orphan.
00:13:23I am an orphan.
00:13:25He will understand.
00:13:27Right now, there isn't much he can understand.
00:13:31He's holding all his feelings inside.
00:13:36Children often feel that they must be true to the memory of a lost parent.
00:13:42If you offer them affection too soon they can feel guilty returning that affection-- as if they're betraying the love of the parent.
00:13:51I only wish to honor his mother.
00:13:54I know.
00:13:55And I understand this means a great deal to you.
00:14:00But you must be prepared.
00:14:04He's very angry, too.
00:14:06But his anger is deep inside him.
00:14:08When he touches it, it will strike out in many directions, including yours.
00:14:14Be with him.
00:14:17Talk to him, but don't rush this.
00:14:21When he's ready, we'll know.
00:14:34JEREMY: Captain Patches, we have an alien ship in front of us.
00:14:37What shall we do, Captain?
00:14:38Oh, no, we've been hit, Captain.
00:14:40We're going down!
00:14:41MAN ( chuckling ): That was great.
00:14:43Now, uh, let's get a shot of Mom.
00:14:45What are you doing?
00:14:47I'll turn your lens into pottery shards.
00:14:49Go away. Go away.
00:14:51Go away!
00:14:52Over there, over there.
00:14:56( cat meows )
00:14:57Patches.
00:14:59Captain Patches... ( door chimes )
00:15:01...is coming in for a landing on the sofa.
00:15:02Oh, no! He's going to crash...
00:15:04( turns off device )
00:15:17Jeremy Aster?
00:15:20I am Lieutenant Worf.
00:15:21May I enter?
00:15:24You were in command of the away team.
00:15:27Yes.
00:15:28I was with Lieutenant Aster, your mother when she died.
00:15:36You're a Klingon, aren't you?
00:15:39Yes.
00:15:43We studied about Klingons in school.
00:15:47What did they teach you about us?
00:15:51You used to be our enemies.
00:15:53Did they also teach you that every Klingon hopes to die in the line of duty as your mother did?
00:16:03In my tradition, we do not grieve the loss of the body.
00:16:09We celebrate the releasing of the spirit.
00:16:14I understand death.
00:16:15They teach us all about it.
00:16:18Jeremy Aster, we may both understand it but we must bring meaning to your mother's death.
00:16:31Perhaps we can do it together.
00:16:41( door chimes )
00:16:42Come.
00:16:46Counselor.
00:16:47How is the boy?
00:16:48He's being very brave.
00:16:50Good.
00:16:51No, he has to get past brave.
00:16:54He's very angry and he has to learn how to express that anger before he can really say good-bye to his mother.
00:17:03How can we help?
00:17:05Well, I've asked Beverly if we might get Wesley to talk to Jeremy about his father's death.
00:17:11Oh.
00:17:13The one unusual element is Worf.
00:17:16Oh?
00:17:17In many ways, he's suffering as badly as the boy.
00:17:20He wishes to involve Jeremy in a Klingon ceremony called R'uustai-- the bonding.
00:17:28I know of that.
00:17:30Well, perhaps it will be helpful to both of them.
00:17:32I don't think Jeremy's ready to accept Worf right now.
00:17:35Perhaps later, but... it will have to be handled most delicately.
00:17:40As you always do.
00:17:43I break the unpleasant news and there my responsibility ends but you... you have to stay with them through the entire grieving process.
00:17:54We deal with our pain in many different ways but, over the years, I've discovered it's in joy that the uniqueness of each individual is revealed.
00:18:05If I can help a person back to a state of joy...
00:18:10Well, my role has its rewards.
00:18:13RIKER: Captain, we're picking up an energy field on the planet's surface.
00:18:23Location?
00:18:26Two kilometers north of the away team's beam-down point.
00:18:29Indeed?
00:18:31Full scan.
00:18:34DATA: Inconclusive, Captain.
00:18:36Sir, I'm sensing a presence on the planet.
00:18:40Very vague.
00:18:41Life-form? I can't be sure.
00:18:43The emotions of the crew are particularly strong right now.
00:18:46It's difficult to filter them out.
00:18:49Data, scan analysis on main viewer.
00:19:02Hi.
00:19:04Hi.
00:19:06Troi stopped by a little while ago.
00:19:09She was wondering if you might be willing to talk to Jeremy Aster at some point.
00:19:14Me?
00:19:19What for?
00:19:21About your dad.
00:19:25What am I going to tell him?
00:19:27It would help him to talk to somebody who's been through this.
00:19:33We had each other, Wes.
00:19:35He doesn't have anyone to lean on right now and he might be more comfortable talking to someone who's not that much older than he is.
00:19:42Okay, I'll think about it.
00:19:47Okay.
00:20:07Do you ever think about him, Mom?
00:20:09Your father?
00:20:13Sure, I do.
00:20:16Sometimes, I can't even remember what his face looks like.
00:20:22It scares me.
00:20:27It happens to all of us, Wes.
00:20:31Sometimes...
00:20:33I can't get his face out of my mind.
00:20:38Today... today, it's like...
00:20:42I can see it all as clearly as if it were yesterday.
00:20:47I can remember the way Dad looked when he hugged me good-bye.
00:20:52Captain Picard's eyes when he came to tell us...
00:21:03Data, run comparison of known phenomena.
00:21:07The pattern has no exact match in Federation records, sir.
00:21:10Is it alive?
00:21:11A possibility.
00:21:13LA FORGE: Captain, I'm getting an unusual magnetic flux reading from the anti-matter containment pods.
00:21:20My god.
00:21:22JEREMY: Wait a minute, wait a minute.
00:21:23Okay, you got ten seconds more, Mom.
00:21:25No peeking.
00:21:28Come on, Patches, in here.
00:21:29Shh.
00:21:31Okay, Mom, we're ready.
00:21:32ASTER: Jeremy, I'm getting closer.
00:21:37Jeremy?
00:21:39I'm going to find you.
00:21:41You must be in here somewhere.
00:21:44Jeremy?
00:21:48Mom?!
00:21:59All systems are functioning normally.
00:22:01Still, there's this fluctuation in the containment field.
00:22:05I can't account for it.
00:22:06Data, is this possibly related to the energy fields on the planet?
00:22:10There is a beam of highly charged particles emanating from the planet, sir but I cannot pinpoint the location yet.
00:22:16Captain, there's a presence on the Enterprise.
00:22:21An alien presence?
00:22:22DATA: No intruder noted by the sensors, sir.
00:22:25There is a presence.
00:22:30Security, all decks, yellow alert.
00:22:32Possible intruder.
00:22:47They said you were dead.
00:22:49There was a mistake.
00:22:52It's okay.
00:22:59But there was an explosion.
00:23:01You were hurt.
00:23:02I'm fine.
00:23:05You mustn't think anymore about this.
00:23:08The important thing is
00:23:09I'm never going to leave you again.
00:23:17I think somebody needs a hug.
00:23:40We have to go now.
00:23:43Where?
00:23:44To the planet.
00:23:48That's where we're going to live now.
00:23:51We're not going to stay on the Enterprise anymore?
00:23:54No, we're going to live in a home.
00:23:57Just like we used to on Earth.
00:24:01You'll see.
00:24:04I promise.
00:24:09( door chimes )
00:24:15Lieutenant Worf, did they tell you?
00:24:17It was a mistake.
00:24:18She didn't die.
00:24:19She's alive.
00:24:20Jeremy, come here.
00:24:21Lieutenant Worf, it's all right.
00:24:24I'm here for the boy.
00:24:28Lieutenant Worf to Captain Picard.
00:24:30Go ahead.
00:24:31Lieutenant Aster is in her quarters.
00:24:35Repeat, Worf?
00:24:37Lieutenant Aster is here.
00:24:39In her quarters, with the boy.
00:24:41PICARD: Do not provoke her or interfere in any way until I arrive.
00:24:45Picard out.
00:24:48Number One, have security moving that way but tell them to keep their distance.
00:24:53You have the Bridge.
00:24:55Counselor.
00:25:01There is nothing to worry about.
00:25:03I'm going to take care of Jeremy and make him happy.
00:25:08It's time to go.
00:25:09Where are you taking the child?
00:25:11To the planet.
00:25:13Come, Jeremy.
00:25:23Worf to Picard.
00:25:24They're leaving their quarters.
00:25:28Captain, I believe we're headed for Transporter Room 3.
00:25:32We're on our way.
00:25:39Chief O'Brien.
00:25:41Jeremy and I are going down to the surface.
00:25:53Who are you?
00:25:55I'm Marla Aster.
00:25:57It's my mother, Captain.
00:25:58She's alive.
00:26:00What do you want?
00:26:01To take my child down to the planet.
00:26:04I cannot permit that.
00:26:05The boy is my responsibility.
00:26:07I'm here to care for him.
00:26:09He needs me.
00:26:12Why do you resist?
00:26:13Because I don't know who or what you are.
00:26:18Can't you see who it is, Captain?
00:26:20Jeremy, she appears to be your mother, but she is not.
00:26:26What do you mean?
00:26:27You're confusing the boy.
00:26:29Hey!
00:26:30Wait, stop, no!
00:26:31No, wait, stop!
00:26:33Mom!
00:26:34Mom? Mom!
00:26:36Jeremy. Wait a minute!
00:26:37Come on. Would you just let...
00:26:38Jeremy... Let go of me!
00:26:40She was right there!
00:26:46What did you do to her?
00:26:48Jeremy, I don't know what that was but it was not your mother.
00:26:52You saw her.
00:26:53She was here.
00:26:55Your mother's dead.
00:26:58But I touched her.
00:27:00She was real.
00:27:03Why would your real mother want you to go down to the planet?
00:27:06There's nothing there but dust and rocks.
00:27:13( cat meows )
00:27:25It's my house.
00:27:28It's my house on Earth.
00:27:30Exactly the way it was.
00:27:33Remember, Jeremy?
00:27:35How did you do it?
00:27:38Does it matter?
00:27:40Yes, it matters.
00:27:46I am trying to understand your resistance.
00:27:50You spoke of rocks and dust on the planet.
00:27:54I decided to show you what awaits us there.
00:27:57Why would you create this fantasy?
00:28:01It's his home.
00:28:04And it makes you happy, doesn't it?
00:28:06But it's not real.
00:28:09Isn't it?
00:28:11Jeremy... isn't that really Patches?
00:28:15( meows )
00:28:27He knows me.
00:28:29It's him.
00:28:33It's real.
00:28:35It's all real.
00:28:36TROI: No, it's not.
00:28:38Could your real mother just make all this appear?
00:28:42You must not stay here.
00:28:45Come with me.
00:28:57( Patches purring )
00:28:59I can't.
00:29:05Is the boy in any danger?
00:29:07TROI: I don't think so.
00:29:09She seems to want to help him.
00:29:11Help him?
00:29:12By easing his pain.
00:29:13She's very confused by our resistance, Captain.
00:29:17Troi, would it be wise to remove Jeremy from his cabin?
00:29:22He doesn't want to leave.
00:29:23I would not recommend taking him by force.
00:29:25She offers him everything.
00:29:27All we can offer is the cold reality of his mother's death.
00:29:30CRUSHER: What would you choose?
00:29:31If somebody came along and offered to give you back your mother, father, or husband would any of us say "no" so easily?
00:29:38Counselor, stay with them in Jeremy's quarters.
00:29:41We'll try and put an end to this from here.
00:29:44Understood.
00:29:47( both laughing )
00:29:48Data, can you determine for certain that the energy source from the planet is powering this creation?
00:29:55The beam from the planet is clearly tapping into the ship's anti-matter, Captain.
00:29:59I'd say they're running that manifestation off our own energy.
00:30:02So there are limits to her power.
00:30:04She needs the transporter to get the boy back.
00:30:07So, how do we cut the puppet's strings?
00:30:09Increasing the shield's harmonics to match our own anti-matter containment fields will probably sever the beam.
00:30:15Proceed.
00:30:16Deanna, stand by.
00:30:18Standing by.
00:30:22Jeremy, it's time for this to end.
00:30:28It's not real and it's over now.
00:30:32ASTER: Jeremy, I'm not going to leave you ever again.
00:30:36I won't trick you or lie to you.
00:30:40ASTER: We'll be happy together, Jeremy as soon...
00:30:46No.
00:31:09Anti-matter containment pods reading nominal.
00:31:12The shield has severed the beam, sir.
00:31:15( console beeping )
00:31:17Captain.
00:31:19The energy field.
00:31:25Mr. Crusher take us out of here.
00:31:31( alarm wailing )
00:31:39Alien intruder, Transporter Room 3.
00:31:41Security alert.
00:31:42Alien...
00:31:45Security to Transporter Room 3.
00:31:46Commander La Forge, Mr. Worf, come with me.
00:31:49Number One, you have the Bridge.
00:32:03( both yell )
00:32:17Come, Jeremy.
00:32:19We will not let them separate us again.
00:32:23We're going home.
00:32:37TROI: Captain, she's back and she's trying to take Jeremy off the ship again.
00:32:41Acknowledged.
00:32:43Engineering, this is La Forge.
00:32:44Shut down power to all transporters.
00:32:46I'm on my way.
00:32:48Aye, aye, sir.
00:32:49Lieutenant Worf, to Transporter Room 3.
00:32:55Bridge, seal off Deck Eight, Corridors "A" and "B."
00:32:59Engaging force fields, Captain.
00:33:01Transporters down.
00:33:19Energy force has left Transporter Room 3.
00:33:21Security alert, all decks.
00:33:23La Forge, the intruder may try to reinstate transporter power.
00:33:27Understood, Commander.
00:33:54Bridge, release security force field 8-B.
00:34:03Hello, Jeremy.
00:34:07How are you?
00:34:10Are you frightened?
00:34:11No.
00:34:15Well, a little, sir.
00:34:17Of course.
00:34:19These are frightening things that are happening but we won't let anyone harm you.
00:34:25Counselor why don't you take the boy to my quarters?
00:34:28No.
00:34:42It's looking over everything, Commander... going to school.
00:34:49Let's just hope it doesn't blow us to kingdom come while it's figuring out how to blow us to kingdom come.
00:34:59( beeping )
00:35:01Power's back in Transporter Room 3.
00:35:04Bypassing to manual override.
00:35:06Shutting it down.
00:35:09WORF: Transporter is down again.
00:35:11Keep it down, Geordi, for as long as you can.
00:35:13Understood, Commander.
00:35:21It is only a matter of time, Captain before we can power the transporters ourselves.
00:35:27We?
00:35:28For whom else do you speak?
00:35:37The accident on the surface was caused by a remnant of an ancient and tragic era.
00:35:44Two species once shared this world-- one of energy and one of matter.
00:35:53The physical beings you call the Koinonians destroyed themselves in unending, bitter wars.
00:35:59The surviving life-forms on this planet will not tolerate any further suffering as a result of that dishonorable past.
00:36:07So, they have made this possible.
00:36:11They have made me possible.
00:36:14I appreciate your motives... but his mother is dead.
00:36:22He must learn to live with that.
00:36:23I will be every bit his mother.
00:36:26But not his mother.
00:36:34Picard to Lieutenant Worf.
00:36:36Go ahead, Captain.
00:36:38Will you escort Ensign Crusher to the Aster quarters?
00:36:42Yes, sir.
00:36:43Picard out.
00:36:44Your philosophy is curious, Captain.
00:36:47What is so noble about sorrow?
00:36:50I can provide him an existence where he will feel no pain no anguish.
00:36:57It is at the heart of our nature to feel pain and joy.
00:37:03It is an essential part of what makes us what we are.
00:37:09He is alone now in your world.
00:37:12A child... alone.
00:37:16How can you know he won't be happier with me?
00:37:20For a brief moment in time, he surely would be.
00:37:24Any of us in his place would be.
00:37:27What would Jeremy do for friends in your world?
00:37:31He will have any friends he needs.
00:37:33And will you provide for his education, his health?
00:37:37His growth?
00:37:39A career? A wife?
00:37:45PICARD: Yes, it's quite an undertaking you're proposing, isn't it?
00:37:50It is our duty to make him happy again.
00:37:53Do you honestly believe he would be happy in... this total fiction which you wish to create?
00:38:02What reason would he have to live?
00:38:05What you're offering him is a memory.
00:38:08Something to cherish, not to live in.
00:38:11It is part of our life cycle that we accept the death of those we love.
00:38:16Jeremy must come to terms with his grief.
00:38:18He must not cover it or hide away from it.
00:38:22You see, we are mortal.
00:38:23Our time in this universe is finite.
00:38:27That is one of the truths that all humans must learn.
00:38:38Acting Ensign Crusher reporting as ordered, sir.
00:38:40Yes, come in, Wesley.
00:38:42Please stay, Lieutenant.
00:38:48Jeremy...
00:38:50Wesley's father died on a Starfleet mission when he was younger than you are.
00:39:01TROI: Wes... your mother told me you were finding it difficult to talk to Jeremy.
00:39:06Why is that?
00:39:08I don't know.
00:39:12I just don't want to think about it anymore.
00:39:15All this has reminded me so much of that day.
00:39:19The day I told you your father had been killed.
00:39:22As I recall, Wesley, you took it very well.
00:39:26WESLEY: My parents had told me about the dangers of Starfleet missions.
00:39:30I knew it could happen.
00:39:31So you were prepared.
00:39:33No, I wasn't prepared at all.
00:39:36How can anyone be prepared to hear that a parent is never coming home again?
00:39:43I tried to be what everyone expected of me-- brave and mature.
00:39:49Wesley, are you saying that you didn't want anybody to see what you were really feeling?
00:39:58Well, what were you really feeling?
00:40:00Like somebody had kicked me in the head.
00:40:04Somebody?
00:40:07Go on.
00:40:09You've wanted to tell him for a long time.
00:40:13I was angry... at you.
00:40:18Why angry?
00:40:19Why were you angry at me, Wesley?
00:40:22Were you angry at me because I was the one who had told you your father was dead?
00:40:27No.
00:40:29Then why?
00:40:31Because you led the mission.
00:40:34You came home and my father didn't.
00:40:40How long were you angry with the Captain, Wes?
00:40:43For a long time but not anymore, sir.
00:40:50Not even a little.
00:40:54So, Jeremy... you must be very angry at Lieutenant Worf.
00:41:01He was in charge of your mother's mission just as Captain Picard was in command when Wesley's father was killed.
00:41:08Isn't that right?
00:41:11Worf came back.
00:41:14Your mother didn't.
00:41:17Why?
00:41:18Why weren't you the one who died?
00:41:20Why did it have to be her?
00:41:23He can't answer that.
00:41:25None of us can.
00:41:28Lieutenant Worf also lost his parents.
00:41:32WORF: They were killed in battle when I was six.
00:41:35When I was alone, humans helped me.
00:41:41Let me help you.
00:41:43The Marla Aster I knew and honored is not in this room nor does she await you on the planet.
00:41:51She now only lives here... and here.
00:42:05Join me in the R'uustai, the bonding.
00:42:08You will become part of my family now and for all time.
00:42:13We will be brothers.
00:43:54SoS jIH batlh SoH.
00:44:00What does that mean?
00:44:04It honors the memory of our mothers.
00:44:08We have bonded and our families are stronger.
00:44:14SoS jIH batlh SoH.