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Sacred Ground
00:00:02JANEWAY: Captain's Log, stardate 50063.2.
00:00:07We've accepted an invitation from the Nechani
00:00:09to take a few days' shore leave on their world.
00:00:12We're enjoying the opportunity to learn about their culture.
00:00:16NECHANI MALE: This sanctuary honors our Ancestral Spirits.
00:00:20Their presence is very strong here.
00:00:38Those are brothers of the Nechisti Order.
00:00:41They've devoted their lives to serving the Spirits.
00:00:45Here's something you might find interesting.
00:00:54What do you think this means?
00:00:55Hard to tell.
00:00:57A fertility symbol, maybe?
00:00:59Or a blessing for good luck or wisdom.
00:01:02Or happiness and love.
00:01:06Do you hear something?
00:01:07What?
00:01:26Look at that. It's beautiful.
00:01:28It looks like a shrine.
00:01:36Come on, sweeting, we don't want to be left behind.
00:01:38I just want to take a quick look.
00:01:49Kes!
00:01:53Kes.
00:01:54Can you hear me?
00:01:56Help!
00:01:58Somebody!
00:02:00We need help!
00:03:52TORRES: What happened?
00:03:54NECHANI: Oh, you mustn't be here. This shrine is protected.
00:03:57She didn't touch anything.
00:03:58She went as far as that archway and then an energy field knocked her down.
00:04:01Torres to Voyager. We have a medical emergency.
00:04:04Beam Kes and Neelix directly to Sick Bay.
00:04:05MAN: Yes, Lieutenant.
00:04:12Oh, this is most unfortunate.
00:04:14Please, I must ask you to leave as well.
00:04:16We aren't going anywhere until we find out what happened to her.
00:04:19What kind of energy was she exposed to?
00:04:21I-I-I have no idea.
00:04:23This is a sacred place.
00:04:24Only the monks truly understand what happens here.
00:04:26Then we'll bring scanning equipment down and investigate for ourselves.
00:04:30That's out of the question.
00:04:31It would show disrespect to the Spirits.
00:04:33One of our crew has been critically injured.
00:04:35We aren't going to stand by and do nothing.
00:04:36There's nothing you can do.
00:04:38She's been punished by the Spirits.
00:04:39She's going to die.
00:04:41If you prevent us from helping Kes, we will hold you directly responsible for anything that happens to her.
00:04:48I will make a full report to our Captain.
00:04:50I'm sure you'll be hearing from her.
00:04:52I'll be happy to talk to her and to do whatever I can to help, but your presence here only makes a delicate situation worse.
00:04:58Please, leave now.
00:05:07Her life signs are very weak but stable.
00:05:09It appears that her synaptic pathways have undergone a severe neuroleptic shock, which is disrupting all cortical functions.
00:05:15It is similar to a comatose state, but with none of the usual biochemical markers.
00:05:19You can cure her, can't you?
00:05:21I can't even speculate on a treatment until I know more about what caused her condition.
00:05:25We're working on that.
00:05:26We aren't allowed near the area the accident occurred. but Kim and Torres are scanning the sanctuary from Voyager.
00:05:31They'll report their findings to you.
00:05:33And I have an appointment to talk to the magistrate.
00:05:35I'm hoping he'll be able to cut through some of the restrictions the monks have set up.
00:05:39MAGISTRATE: Excuse me, Captain...
00:05:41I'd like to do something to help.
00:05:46The Nechani must have records.
00:05:47Some kind of scientific data on this energy field.
00:05:50Go down to the planet and see what you can find.
00:05:56I'll be back soon.
00:06:01Please understand, Captain,
00:06:02I'm caught in a most difficult situation.
00:06:04I'm an official of the government not a spiritual leader.
00:06:07I don't pretend to understand why the Spirits do what they do.
00:06:10Then perhaps I could talk with the brothers.
00:06:12I've asked the Nechisti Council to give you an audience, but I'm afraid they consider the matter closed.
00:06:18They've asked me to express their sympathies for your loss.
00:06:22There is no loss at this point.
00:06:24Kes is still alive.
00:06:26Surely, there's some way to treat her.
00:06:27Can't you insist that the monks meet with me?
00:06:30We have an agreement with the Council.
00:06:32They don't involve themselves with government and we don't interfere in their spiritual matters.
00:06:37It's been that way for centuries and it's always worked well for us.
00:06:40Then can you tell me what you do know about the sanctuary and what happens there?
00:06:46I'll try.
00:06:49That particular shrine is where the monks go to receive the gift of purification-- cleansing of the soul.
00:06:56It is one of our most holy places.
00:06:57You mean the monks can enter it without being harmed?
00:07:00They prepare themselves with a sacred ritual during which they speak directly with the Ancestral Spirits.
00:07:05After that, they are able to enter the shrine safely.
00:07:08What happens in that ritual?
00:07:09How does it offer protection against the energy field?
00:07:12Captain, you seem to want explanations for everything.
00:07:14I don't have them.
00:07:16Only the brothers who've gone through the ritual know what happens there, and they're sworn to secrecy.
00:07:23The energy field that Kes encountered-- is there anyone who could give me scientific information that would help us analyze it?
00:07:29All we know is that it is a naturally occurring phenomenon.
00:07:32If you're telling me... that there's nothing you can do to help Kes,
00:07:38I simply won't accept that.
00:07:40If I could help you, I would.
00:07:42I swear it.
00:07:45I blame myself.
00:07:47If I'd watched more carefully, seen that she was approaching the shrine...
00:07:53There's nothing more to be done now.
00:07:55You have our sympathy.
00:08:05Have Kim and Torres given you a report?
00:08:06Yes. I received a fascinating lesson in the challenges of getting clear scanner readings through solid rock.
00:08:14We were eventually able to distinguish an intense biogenic field at the site of Kes's accident.
00:08:19That would certainly explain the neuroleptic shock.
00:08:22She was lucky not to have been killed instantly.
00:08:24As I understand it, the Nechani monks are able to enter the field without being harmed at all.
00:08:28Really? I don't expect they'd care to tell us how?
00:08:31No, they wouldn't.
00:08:32( door opens )
00:08:41She's not responding to conventional treatments and frankly, I'm running out of unconventional ideas as well.
00:08:46The level of activity in her brain is so low,
00:08:48I can't rule out the possibility of permanent damage, even if I can revive her.
00:08:53The longer she stays in this condition, the less likely it is she'll ever recover.
00:09:04How is she?
00:09:07I'm afraid there's been no change.
00:09:11I've researched everything I could find about the sacred shrine.
00:09:16I didn't uncover much scientific evidence, but there was one story-- it was in a very old text, I'm not sure how reliable-- about a boy who recovered from a condition like Kes's.
00:09:27He was a young prince.
00:09:29He wandered into the shrine accidentally and he went into a death sleep.
00:09:34Everyone said it was the will of the Spirits.
00:09:37His father, King Nevad, refused to accept that, so he went through the ritual to seek an audience with the Spirits and he pleaded for his son's life.
00:09:49The Spirits, in their infinite mercy, granted his request.
00:09:54That was the only trace of hope that I could find.
00:09:59Maybe it's enough.
00:10:01Well, you've certainly done your research, Captain.
00:10:04I'm familiar with the story. I heard it as a child.
00:10:07It suggests that there's still a chance for Kes.
00:10:10MAGISTRATE: You're talking about a very specific case.
00:10:12Nevad was able to claim responsibility for the prince,
00:10:15as a father and as a king.
00:10:17That's why the Spirits were willing to listen to him.
00:10:20The Captain of a starship is fully responsible for every member of her crew.
00:10:25( sighs )
00:10:26So she is.
00:10:28Then on that basis,
00:10:30I'd like to go through the ritual myself.
00:10:41I haven't heard from the magistrate yet, but he seemed to think there was a strong possibility the monks would let me go through the ritual.
00:10:47Captain, forgive me, but you've never been one to put much trust in religious ceremonies.
00:10:53Exactly what is it you hope to accomplish?
00:10:56If you're asking whether I expect to speak to the Ancestral Spirits-- no, of course not.
00:11:00But something happens to the monks when they go through the ritual, something that allows them to withstand the effects of the biogenic field.
00:11:07I want to find out what that is.
00:11:08It might provide clues to a treatment.
00:11:10Some kind of physiological change, maybe.
00:11:12That's what I'm guessing.
00:11:14The shamans of the Karis Tribe on Delios VII practice a ritual that increases the electrical resistance of their skin.
00:11:20It protects them from plasma discharges in their sacred caves.
00:11:23Something similar must happen during this ritual.
00:11:26We'll have to find a way to allow the doctor to monitor your physical condition, and you should have a way to call for an emergency beam-out if you need it, as a precaution.
00:11:35We don't have any idea what the ritual entails.
00:11:37I've been reviewing the Federation's cultural database.
00:11:40Most traditional spirit quest ceremonies involve some kind of physical challenge or a test of endurance-- to prove the mastery of spirit over body.
00:11:49My instinct tells me this one will be similar.
00:11:52A series of ordeals that will result in biochemical changes.
00:11:55Of course, there's always the possibility that the Ancestral Spirits really do control what happens in the shrine.
00:12:03To each his own, Commander.
00:12:05But I imagine if we scratched deep enough, we'd find a scientific basis for most religious doctrines.
00:12:12I remember when my mother taught me about the science underlying the vision quest.
00:12:16In a way I felt... disappointed.
00:12:18Some of the mystery was gone.
00:12:20Maybe the Nechani have chosen not to lose the mystery.
00:12:24Under other circumstances,
00:12:25I'd be more than happy to go along with their choice.
00:12:28Right now, it's killing one of my crew.
00:12:30KIM: Bridge to the Captain.
00:12:32Janeway here.
00:12:34You have an incoming transmission
00:12:35from the magistrate.
00:12:37Put it through to Chakotay's office.
00:12:39Aye, Captain.
00:12:44I must congratulate you, Captain.
00:12:45Your creative approach to this problem
00:12:47has fascinated the Nechisti Council.
00:12:49Then they've approved my request?
00:12:50Eagerly.
00:12:52They consider it an honor that you want to seek
00:12:54the Spirits.
00:12:56The ritual traditionally begins at sunset.
00:12:59A guide will meet you at the entrance to the sanctuary.
00:13:02Thank you. I appreciate your efforts.
00:13:04I have been greatly troubled by your misfortune, Captain.
00:13:09If you are able to convince the Spirits
00:13:12to spare your friend, no one would be happier than I.
00:13:22Everything seems to be working.
00:13:24The subdermal bioprobe will transmit any changes
00:13:26in your biochemistry.
00:13:27KIM: And, Captain, the implant also contains a homing beacon, which we'll be able to pick up no matter how far into the sanctuary you go.
00:13:34Just tap it like a combadge, and we'll transport you immediately.
00:13:37Thank you both.
00:13:47I don't think that will be necessary.
00:13:49It is standard procedure to carry arms on an away mission, particularly when you don't know what to expect.
00:13:55This is strictly an information-gathering mission.
00:13:58I don't want to appear hostile.
00:14:05Energize.
00:14:35( buzzing )
00:14:49( tapping )
00:14:53( chuckling )
00:14:55I don't suppose you know anything about chromodynamic lights?
00:14:58No, not really.
00:15:01Oh...
00:15:05I suppose I could look at it.
00:15:07They're as fussy as Tarchee cats.
00:15:09You tune them too high, they burn out.
00:15:11You tune them too low, they sputter.
00:15:13I've told the monks to replace them all with neodyne lights.
00:15:17It would save hours of repair work.
00:15:18That device you've got, what is that?
00:15:20It's called a tricorder.
00:15:22A tricor...
00:15:23What exactly does a tricorder do?
00:15:25It's a scanning device.
00:15:27Interesting. May I?
00:15:28Oh. Atmospheric reading, energy field analysis, full technical database.
00:15:34This is certainly a convenient thing to have.
00:15:37Oh, I didn't mean for you to keep it.
00:15:38I'll need that back.
00:15:40( chuckling ): Ah...
00:15:42No, you won't.
00:15:46You're my guide.
00:15:48Guide, advisor, spiritual companion-- whatever term you prefer is fine with me.
00:15:52Well, why didn't you say something earlier?
00:15:56Shall we get started?
00:16:19It's all right, Kathryn.
00:16:51Would it be breaking any vows of secrecy now to tell me what this ritual will involve?
00:16:56Why do you think I know?
00:16:58Haven't you been through this before?
00:17:00Don't worry.
00:17:01I'll help you find your way.
00:17:03Tell me-- have you completely committed yourself to this journey?
00:17:08Yes.
00:17:10You're willing to go through what the monks have been doing for centuries to help them find the Spirits?
00:17:14Yes.
00:17:16So you can send biochemical data back to your ship?
00:17:20No, it wasn't magic.
00:17:22Our bio-scanners detected the microprobe under your skin.
00:17:26I hope that won't be a problem.
00:17:28Makes no difference at all.
00:17:30You are fond of your little devices, aren't you?
00:17:33They've always served me well.
00:17:36I'm sure they have.
00:17:38Please, come this way.
00:17:54Who are you?
00:17:56I'm Kathryn Janeway.
00:17:58Is this where the ritual begins?
00:18:00Oh, the ritual... yes.
00:18:02We're waiting.
00:18:04Come, join us.
00:18:06What exactly are you waiting for?
00:18:09Just... waiting.
00:18:13How long have you been sitting here?
00:18:16Uh, how long has it been?
00:18:18Why are you asking me?! I've lost track!
00:18:21It's been a while.
00:18:23I know that.
00:18:25Oh, it's been... as long as we can remember.
00:18:39Are you telling me I have to wait a lifetime before I can go through the ritual?
00:18:43I didn't hear anyone say that, did you?
00:18:46Certainly not, all we said was that we're waiting.
00:18:49I'm just trying to understand how this works.
00:18:52The monks I saw in the sanctuary were young.
00:18:55They couldn't have waited such a long time to go through their rituals.
00:18:58Now, she's right about that, you know.
00:19:00She's a smart one.
00:19:02She thinks she is, at any rate.
00:19:05This is a test of some kind, isn't it?
00:19:07To prove my determination.
00:19:09A test? She thinks we're a test.
00:19:12What is she talking about?
00:19:14She must like tests.
00:19:15I suppose tests make sense to her.
00:19:19Has anyone ever tried to open this door?
00:19:22How many times do we have to tell you that we are waiting?!
00:19:27My dear, why don't you just sit down and relax?
00:19:32You're much too tense.
00:19:33You're welcome to wait with us.
00:19:36I don't want to wait. I have a friend who's depending on me.
00:19:39I have to go through the ritual.
00:19:40I wonder if she's always this impatient!
00:19:43Oh, she's just determined.
00:19:45She wants to get on with it.
00:19:47Seems to me, she could be friendly and sit for a few minutes.
00:19:52No, no. She knows what she wants to do.
00:19:55She's not the kind to sit around when she has a mission to accomplish.
00:20:04( sighs )
00:20:06I told you.
00:20:07I told you it was locked.
00:20:14( banging on door )
00:20:18Yes?
00:20:21I mean no disrespect.
00:20:24But unless there's something
00:20:25I'm supposed to accomplish here,
00:20:27I'd like to continue with the ritual.
00:20:30By all means.
00:20:44I'm not sure how to begin.
00:20:46Do you want me to give you orders, Captain?
00:20:48I'll do whatever you ask of me.
00:20:50I see.
00:20:51So you think that this is just a matter of doing what you're told.
00:20:54No, I'm sure there is spiritual significance behind the challenges involved.
00:20:59Challenges? That's what you expect.
00:21:01I don't have any idea what to expect.
00:21:04I've studied a number of ritualistic societies and many of the rites have commonalities.
00:21:08This one may be completely different.
00:21:10I'm willing to do whatever is necessary.
00:21:13I don't doubt that.
00:21:14But do you realize that all of this is meaningless?
00:21:17That the only thing that matters is finding your connection to the Spirits?
00:21:22I'm going to make every effort to do that, but I didn't come here for personal enlightenment.
00:21:28I'm trying to save a member of my crew.
00:21:30That's a worthy cause.
00:21:33I hope the Spirits listen to you.
00:21:35Then let's begin.
00:21:39The first challenge.
00:21:42Stand like this.
00:21:46Hold that.
00:21:48Mmm.
00:21:50Now... what do you see in your hands?
00:21:57I see... a stone.
00:22:02Keep looking.
00:22:09DOCTOR: Her respiration and pulse have remained steady.
00:22:12But there's been a gradual buildup of lactic acid in her extensor muscles over the last hour.
00:22:16What does that mean? Is she in danger?
00:22:18Not at all.
00:22:19She's probably experiencing light strain.
00:22:21What you'd expect in an endurance ritual.
00:22:26Then there's nothing so far that would suggest a treatment for Kes?
00:22:29It's too early to tell.
00:22:31I'm downloading every iota of information from the bioprobe sensors into a physiometric program, which is analyzing the data.
00:22:37Even the smallest physiological change may prove significant.
00:22:41We can't discount anything.
00:22:50What do you see now?
00:22:55I still see... a stone.
00:23:07I guess you're not going to tell me what I'm supposed to draw.
00:23:10That would be too easy, wouldn't it?
00:23:12It's up to you-- draw whatever feels right.
00:23:14I've never been able to draw.
00:23:16My sister was the artist in the family.
00:23:18And you were the scientist.
00:23:19It's true.
00:23:21When other children were outside playing games,
00:23:23I was doing mathematics problems.
00:23:26Mathematics? I can see why you enjoyed it.
00:23:29Solve a problem, get an answer.
00:23:32The answer's either right or wrong.
00:23:33It's very absolute.
00:23:35I've always found that satisfying.
00:23:38I'm sure you did.
00:24:20What did you see?
00:24:24I'm not sure.
00:24:26Describe it.
00:24:32Aha. What?!
00:24:36What is it?!
00:24:37What have you found?
00:24:38There have been significant increases in the Captain's respiration, neuropeptides and adenosine triphosphate levels.
00:24:44Is that bad?
00:24:45It certainly suggests she's going through a grueling physical experience.
00:24:49But it's the neuropeptides that are interesting.
00:24:51The saturations have risen to quite an abnormal level.
00:24:53Is that good or bad?
00:24:55I can't say it's either, so far as the Captain is concerned.
00:24:58But it certainly seems a substantial piece of information.
00:25:01Neuropeptide levels this high could well create a natural barrier to biogenic energy.
00:25:07So you have something that will help Kes.
00:25:09Not yet, but it's the first piece of data that allows me even to formulate a hypothesis.
00:25:14It should be me going through all that.
00:25:16I was the one who let Kes get hurt in the first place.
00:25:19Mr. Neelix, you're wallowing.
00:25:20I'm... Wallowing in useless remorse.
00:25:22I'll have to ask you to stop.
00:25:23It's bad for the patient.
00:25:25It's just frustrating to be so helpless.
00:25:30If it's any consolation, Mr. Neelix,
00:25:32I do understand.
00:25:40I'm exhausted.
00:25:42Oh, thank you.
00:25:44Your microprobe should be transmitting all kinds of interesting information back to the ship.
00:25:51( hissing )
00:25:54What is that?
00:25:55It's a nesset.
00:25:57They're able to travel from this world into the spirit realm.
00:26:01They serve as gatekeepers.
00:26:04Gatekeepers.
00:26:06Then I'm ready to enter the spirit realm.
00:26:09Do you think you're ready?
00:26:14Yes, I do.
00:26:16Then you are.
00:26:18Go ahead. Put your hand in.
00:26:23( hissing )
00:26:34( squealing )
00:26:37We can stop right now if you like.
00:26:39No, I'm not quitting.
00:26:45( hissing )
00:26:50( sharp twang )
00:26:51( gasping )
00:26:57Don't be afraid.
00:26:58Oh... it's burning me!
00:27:01Oh, my chest!
00:27:02Getting tight!
00:27:04( panting ): Oh, oh, oh...
00:27:17Kes: Captain?
00:27:20Captain?
00:27:22Kathryn?
00:27:25I'm dying.
00:27:27Everyone dies eventually.
00:27:39It's been three days since she had any sleep.
00:27:42How long are we going to let her go through this?
00:27:44I understand your concern, but I must point out that her vital signs are stable.
00:27:47She seems to be in no immediate danger.
00:27:49She's been poisoned with some unknown toxin.
00:27:52It may be having an effect we can't gauge.
00:27:53It could lie dormant for a few days and then suddenly fluctuate and kill her in minutes.
00:27:57You seem to be implying that I'm not paying attention.
00:28:00I assure you, I am monitoring her constantly.
00:28:02If I thought she were in jeopardy, I would act.
00:28:04Doctor, is there anything which might be preventing her from using the homing signal in her implant?
00:28:08Not that I'm aware of. She's fully conscious and has complete motor control.
00:28:12If she wanted to transport, she could signal us.
00:28:14Are you getting enough meaningful information to justify her continuing this ordeal?
00:28:18I am getting some remarkable data.
00:28:20Her entire biochemistry is undergoing a series of unique interactions. Look.
00:28:25This amino acid has been formed as a result of the breakdown of the toxin in her bloodstream.
00:28:30It's affecting the normal flow of neurotransmitters and very likely having a hallucinogenic effect.
00:28:35Is she delusional?
00:28:36I think she's experiencing the Nechani version of a psychoactive drug.
00:28:39Then is it possible she's in no condition to activate the homing signal?
00:28:43I don't believe that's the case and I strongly suspect this biochemical change is going to give us the answers we need.
00:28:48The toxin in her bloodstream may very well be the key to creating a treatment for Kes.
00:28:53Commander, the decision is ultimately yours, of course.
00:28:56However, I believe it would be the Captain's desire to complete the ritual.
00:29:03All right. We'll leave her there for now.
00:29:05But I'm not moving from this monitor until she gets back.
00:29:20Oh.
00:29:33( rustling )
00:29:36What is this?
00:29:39An hallucination?
00:29:42I'm only here to serve as a voice-- an interpreter for the Ancestral Spirits.
00:29:48I see.
00:29:50If there are other beings here, could I see them myself?
00:29:57You mean you want proof that we exist?
00:30:00That would be helpful.
00:30:02It's irrelevant.
00:30:05I don't want to be disrespectful.
00:30:08I have gone through every part of the ritual that I have been asked to.
00:30:13Everything you've gone through is meaningless.
00:30:15You've been told that.
00:30:18I know.
00:30:20I just want to bring this to completion-- to make my request.
00:30:26Then, by all means, do so.
00:30:34I cite the story of King Nevad as precedent.
00:30:40In the same way he pleaded for his son,
00:30:44I ask that Kes be restored to health.
00:30:48Your request is inconsequential.
00:30:52You have what you need to save her yourself.
00:31:01Welcome back.
00:31:04How long?
00:31:06Does that matter?
00:31:08Oh...
00:31:09I'd like to know.
00:31:1039 hours.
00:31:12You must take care of yourself. Your body's weak.
00:31:16I guess the physical conditioning programs on the holodeck didn't quite prepare me for this.
00:31:21Has it been worthwhile?
00:31:24I think so.
00:31:28I was told that I had what I needed to save Kes.
00:31:32Then it must be true.
00:31:34The Spirits would not deceive you.
00:31:43Whenever you're ready.
00:31:53Thank you.
00:32:08You could use a good night's sleep and a solid meal, but otherwise, you're in good shape.
00:32:14When can you begin treating Kes?
00:32:16Right away.
00:32:17The ritual may have been arduous for you, Captain, but it was certainly worthwhile.
00:32:22As I suspected, the toxin was the key.
00:32:24That's what produces the natural immunity the Nechani monks acquire before they enter the biogenic field.
00:32:29How does that translate into a cure for Kes?
00:32:31I've created a physiometric program to analyze the immune mechanism and develop a treatment regimen.
00:32:37Then let's get started.
00:32:39Captain, if you'll excuse me.
00:32:40I'm probably more useful on the Bridge right now.
00:32:53I'll carry out the treatment in stages to reduce the physical stress from the metabolic changes.
00:32:59( beeping )
00:33:00What's that? Is something wrong?
00:33:02I don't believe so.
00:33:03( beeping continues )
00:33:04Hmm. Her electrolyte balance is deviating, but that's not entirely unexpected.
00:33:09It isn't.
00:33:11Hmm...
00:33:12What does that mean-- "hmm" what?
00:33:14Mr. Neelix, if you keep on pestering me with questions,
00:33:17I won't be able to concentrate on what I'm doing.
00:33:19( siren-like beep )
00:33:21( beeping continues )
00:33:22Something is wrong.
00:33:25What is it, doctor?
00:33:28Her cardiac functions are being disrupted.
00:33:31I don't understand it.
00:33:35Lectrazine should counteract the disruptions.
00:33:38( beeping continues )
00:33:40This is baffling.
00:33:42Her biochemical levels are exactly what they need to be to correct the damage.
00:33:46She should be awake and alert.
00:33:47Then why isn't she?!
00:33:48I can't explain it.
00:33:50Her vital signs are unstable.
00:33:51I have to discontinue treatment.
00:33:57I don't understand it.
00:34:01Can't we try again?
00:34:03It's too dangerous.
00:34:04Do you have any other options?
00:34:06No. I'm sorry, Captain, but it appears that everything you went through... was meaningless.
00:34:32You meant what you said, didn't you?
00:34:34Everything I went through was meaningless.
00:34:37Yes.
00:34:38I did everything you asked of me.
00:34:41You led me to believe that would allow me to help Kes.
00:34:44I haven't led you anywhere, Kathryn.
00:34:47You've taken me along wherever you wanted to go.
00:34:49This was your ritual.
00:34:51You set these challenges for yourself.
00:34:54It's true that I came here with certain expectations...
00:35:01Are you saying that you simply... fulfilled my expectations?
00:35:06You'd have settled for nothing else.
00:35:10I'm not ready to give up.
00:35:12If there's still a way to save Kes, I want to try.
00:35:16You've come back to seek the Spirits.
00:35:21I don't know what I'm seeking.
00:35:25Then I believe you are ready to begin.
00:35:37Well. Look who's come back.
00:35:49So, your little adventure didn't quite work out the way you'd planned it.
00:35:54You put yourself through a lot of trouble and for nothing, didn't you?
00:35:58Don't feel bad.
00:36:00You wouldn't believe some of the things people have done to themselves on their way to seek the Spirits.
00:36:05So there's no real ritual after all.
00:36:09"Real" is such a relative term.
00:36:11Most of the challenges in life are the ones we create for ourselves.
00:36:15And you are particularly hard on yourself, aren't you?
00:36:19I've always been driven to succeed.
00:36:22Stubborn, I'd say.
00:36:25You didn't really consider sitting and waiting with us, did you?
00:36:29Well, I'm here now, and I'm asking for your help.
00:36:32I want to understand the purpose of waiting in this room.
00:36:37But isn't it enough to sit and be sociable?
00:36:40We're good company.
00:36:43That's what I'm supposed to do-- talk to the Ancestral Spirits.
00:36:48Oh... first, we were a test, and now we're the Ancestral Spirits.
00:36:56Are you?
00:36:57That would be nice and quantifiable for you, wouldn't it?
00:37:02If the Spirits were something that you could see and touch and scan with your little devices.
00:37:08If you can explain everything, what's left to believe in?
00:37:13I know it's an important part of your religion to trust the Spirits without question, but I wasn't brought up that way.
00:37:20It's hard for me to accept.
00:37:22So much for your tolerant, open-minded Starfleet ideals.
00:37:27There's a difference between respecting the spiritual beliefs of other cultures and embracing them myself.
00:37:32Fine. Don't embrace a thing.
00:37:33It's all the same to us.
00:37:35Go on back to your ship and play with your molecular microscanner.
00:37:39WOMAN: You've tried all that already, but it didn't work, did it?
00:37:44Kes didn't get better.
00:37:46No, she didn't. Why not?
00:37:48The doctor couldn't explain it.
00:37:50So it's inexplicable.
00:37:52A miraculous nonrecovery.
00:37:55We haven't found the reason yet.
00:37:57But of course you will.
00:37:59You'll find all the answers eventually with enough time and study and the right sort of tools.
00:38:09That's what you believe, isn't it, as a scientist?
00:38:11Be honest.
00:38:15Yes, that's what I've always believed.
00:38:18Even when her science fails right before her eyes, she still has full confidence in it.
00:38:23Now there's a leap of faith.
00:38:26Unconditional trust.
00:38:28Now that's promising.
00:38:30All right... if you're saying that science won't help Kes, what will?
00:38:37You won't like it.
00:38:38I'm willing to do whatever's necessary.
00:38:41Kill her.
00:38:44She's as good as dead already.
00:38:46Finish the job.
00:38:48Give her another jolt of that-- what do you call it?-- biogenic field.
00:38:52Oh... that would do it.
00:38:55It would do what exactly?
00:38:57There you go again.
00:38:59Always looking for a rational explanation.
00:39:02Well, there isn't one.
00:39:03Your orbital scans and medical research have given you the facts... and they tell you the biogenic field is lethal.
00:39:14If you believe the facts.
00:39:16Let all of that go, Kathryn.
00:39:18Take Kes back into the shrine and trust the Spirits to return her soul.
00:39:27The ritual I went through was meaningless... and Kes has done nothing to prepare herself.
00:39:33How could either of us be ready to go through the field?
00:39:36If you believe you're ready, then you are.
00:39:40There's no more to it than that.
00:39:43But if you go in with any doubt, with any hesitation, then you're both dead.
00:39:52So, what are you going to do, Captain?
00:39:59You know I won't stand by and watch Kes die if there's anything I can do to save her.
00:40:05I want to believe it's possible.
00:40:12I'm going to try.
00:40:18Janeway to Chakotay.
00:40:19Captain, we've been worried about you.
00:40:21I'm all right.
00:40:23I want you to beam Kes down here to the sanctuary.
00:40:25Acknowledged. I'll bring her down myself.
00:40:28Chakotay to Sick Bay.
00:40:29Doctor, prepare Kes for transport.
00:40:31DOCTOR: Understood.
00:40:42( whoosh of active transport)
00:40:47The doctor says her life signs are deteriorating.
00:40:50He almost wouldn't let us take her out of Sick Bay.
00:40:52You've found a way to help her.
00:40:53Yes, I have.
00:40:55I'm taking her back into the biogenic field.
00:40:57I hate to question you, Captain, but why?
00:41:01I believe it will save her life.
00:41:03You have some new information on the effects of the field?
00:41:06I can't explain it to you.
00:41:08Captain... you've been through a lot in the past few days.
00:41:13I know what I'm doing.
00:41:14Are you sure of that?
00:41:16There are 800 megajoules of biogenic energy running through that shrine.
00:41:21The thoron radiation levels are off the scale.
00:41:24That's what you'd be taking her and yourself into.
00:41:27Why don't you take some time to think about this and let us run a few more scans?
00:41:32No.
00:41:35Captain... this isn't like you.
00:41:38You know you'll always have my gratitude for everything you've done to save Kes, but I couldn't-- and I know she couldn't-- ask you to risk your own life like this.
00:41:48There are too many other people who need you.
00:41:50He's right.
00:41:52It's my responsibility to keep you safe-- for the crew's sake, if not for your own.
00:41:56I'd rather not have to relieve you of duty, but if your judgment's been impaired in any way...
00:42:01He can't really do that, can he?
00:42:03Yes, he can.
00:42:06I suppose it might be necessary if the Captain of a ship were really mentally impaired, but you're not crazy, Kathryn.
00:42:14You know that.
00:42:16NEELIX: These are the same people who were willing to let Kes die just for disturbing their shrine.
00:42:21Can you take their word for it that you'll be safe in there?
00:42:25I can't give you my word on that.
00:42:27Nobody knows what will happen to them in the shrine until they go in.
00:42:32I don't know the answers... but you do.
00:42:47Captain...
00:42:49I don't understand this.
00:42:51Neither do I.
00:42:54That's the challenge.
00:43:46Kes...
00:43:53( sighs )
00:43:55The tricorder readings Commander Chakotay took at the shrine reveal traces of iridium ions, which we could've known about sooner if we'd been permitted to take those readings at first.
00:44:03And iridium ions are significant?
00:44:06They caused a temporary dielectric effect in the outer epidermal layers, which neutralized some of the biogenic energy-- not much, but enough to make the Captain's altered biochemistry an effective defense. Then how was I cured?
00:44:17The metabolic treatment I administered protected you against the full impact of exposure to the field when the Captain took you through.
00:44:24That exposure functioned like a natural cortical stimulator and reactivated your synaptic pathways.
00:44:31KES: That's fascinating, doctor.
00:44:34Captain?
00:44:38If there's something about my analysis you disagree with...
00:44:41It's a perfectly sound explanation, doctor.
00:44:44Very... scientific.