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Extreme Risk
00:00:00( suspenseful theme playing )
00:00:03Higher.
00:00:04Lieutenant, we're already at 200,000 meters.
00:00:07You could thermalize at this altitude.
00:00:10I said higher.
00:00:16MAN: We're at 300,000 meters.
00:00:19Level us off.
00:00:21Computer, disengage safety protocols.
00:00:23COMPUTER: Warning.
00:00:25Disengaging safety protocols
00:00:26presents extreme risk of injury.
00:00:29Override.
00:00:31Acknowledged.
00:00:32Safety protocols have been disengaged.
00:00:38Drop the force field on my mark.
00:00:40Aye.
00:00:44Mark.
00:00:55CHAKOTAY: Bridge to Torres.
00:00:56I don't believe it.
00:00:58Report to Engineering on the double.
00:01:02Computer, end program.
00:01:24I was not aware that protective attire was required for this mission.
00:01:28I was on the holodeck-- orbital skydiving.
00:01:31Leaping from a spacecraft at exospheric altitudes.
00:01:34A curious form of recreation.
00:01:35The probe is ready for launch.
00:01:37However, there is still a problem with the telemetry link.
00:01:40Lieutenant?
00:01:41Is something wrong?
00:01:42Actually, I'm not feeling so well.
00:01:45Can you handle the launch without me?
00:01:47You are putting me in charge?
00:01:50Problem?
00:01:51No. Just unexpected.
00:01:53Shall I inform the doctor you are ill?
00:01:55No.
00:01:56Don't.
00:02:05( majestic theme playing )
00:04:00Captain, someone's locked on to our probe with a tractor beam.
00:04:03CHAKOTAY: It looks like a Malon freighter.
00:04:04I had a feeling we hadn't seen the last of them.
00:04:07JANEWAY: Open a channel.
00:04:08KIM: Aye, Captain.
00:04:10Starship Voyager to the Malon vessel.
00:04:12That probe belongs to us.
00:04:14Release it immediately.
00:04:17No response.
00:04:19Tom, how fast can you get us there?
00:04:22Ah. Two hours at least.
00:04:24They'll be long gone.
00:04:26If we instruct the probe to emit a polaron burst, it could disrupt the tractor beam.
00:04:30Do it.
00:04:35The beam has been disabled.
00:04:37JANEWAY: Harry, redirect the probe's course.
00:04:40TUVOK: The Malon are in pursuit.
00:04:42That probe can't outrun them.
00:04:44No.
00:04:46But we might be able to hide it from them.
00:04:47Captain?
00:04:48The probe surveyed a class-6 gas giant this morning.
00:04:52I think we should send it back for a closer look.
00:04:55You're going to steer the probe into a gas giant.
00:04:59TUVOK: Captain... the atmospheric pressure will crush it.
00:05:03Not if the Borg shielding does its job.
00:05:05( suspenseful theme playing )
00:05:12Hail them again.
00:05:15No response.
00:05:17Voyager to Malon vessel. Break off your pursuit.
00:05:19The probe is entering the giant's upper atmosphere and the Malon vessel is following it in.
00:05:24( dramatic theme playing )
00:05:35The probe's stuck in a deep layer of liquid hydrogen and methane about 10,000 kilometers below the outer atmosphere.
00:05:41It's not responding to commands.
00:05:43Any good news?
00:05:45It's still intact. It can be repaired.
00:05:47If we can get it out of there.
00:05:49Sorry I'm late.
00:05:52We were just discussing how to retrieve the probe.
00:05:55Is there any possibility of transporting it out?
00:05:58No.
00:06:00Just...no.
00:06:02I don't see how we could get close enough.
00:06:06Is there any way to boost transporter range?
00:06:08Not in that kind of atmosphere.
00:06:10Well, if we can't transport it out, we'll just have to fly in and grab it.
00:06:16Perhaps you weren't paying attention when the Malon freighter imploded.
00:06:21( scoffs )
00:06:23We won't be going in a Malon freighter, Tuvok.
00:06:25We'll be going in our new shuttlecraft.
00:06:28Ha. Oh, here we go again.
00:06:29Let's face it-- class-2 shuttles just don't cut it in the Delta Quadrant.
00:06:34We've needed something bigger and better since we got here.
00:06:36It's time we built it.
00:06:38Tom, we've been through this I don't know how many times.
00:06:40We all appreciate your enthusiasm...
00:06:43Speak for yourself, Commander.
00:06:44CHAKOTAY: Bottom line-- we don't have time to design and build a ship from scratch.
00:06:48I knew you were going to say that.
00:06:51So I've given us a head start.
00:06:55Behold the Delta Flyer.
00:06:59Ultra-aerodynamic contours, retractable nacelles, parametallic hull plating, unimatrix shielding based on
00:07:08Tuvok's brilliant design for the multispatial probe and a Borg-inspired weapon system.
00:07:15The basic design elements are... adequate.
00:07:19High praise.
00:07:22If we used isomagnetic EPS conduits in the plasma manifold, we could maximize the power distribution.
00:07:28That's the spirit, Harry.
00:07:30My shield designs could be successfully applied to a vessel of this size.
00:07:34Big of you to admit it, Tuvok.
00:07:35CHAKOTAY: And you think it'll be able to withstand the gas giant's atmosphere.
00:07:40The probe did.
00:07:41I'm impressed.
00:07:43But how quickly can it be built?
00:07:45We could replicate the alloys and the new design components, use spare parts from storage.
00:07:51If we worked around the clock, we could have it up and running inside a week.
00:07:55I'm willing to put in as much overtime as it takes.
00:07:57I will forgo regeneration for the duration of the project.
00:08:01What about you, B'Elanna?
00:08:03Building a new vessel from scratch-- that's an engineer's dream come true.
00:08:10What do you say, Captain?
00:08:13Why are you all standing around?
00:08:15( chuckles )
00:08:16( soft theme playing )
00:08:29Computer, add dynametric tail fins to the nacelles.
00:08:38Computer, delete dynametric tail fins.
00:08:43What'd you do that for?
00:08:45We are not designing a "hot rod," Lieutenant.
00:08:48PARIS: That is exactly what we're designing-- a 24th century, warp-powered, ultra-responsive hot rod.
00:08:56Your embellishments are purely decorative.
00:08:58They serve no practical purpose.
00:09:00No, I beg to differ.
00:09:01If we make this thing look mean enough, other ships are going to think twice before taking us on.
00:09:06SEVEN: I suggest we return our attention to the matter of structural integrity.
00:09:10Agreed.
00:09:11SEVEN: Lieutenant Torres' hull design is flawed.
00:09:15We should be using tetraburnium alloys instead of titanium.
00:09:19( clearing throat )
00:09:20Uh, B'Elanna?
00:09:22Sounds fine to me.
00:09:28I'm going to finish up the thruster specs.
00:09:35( suspenseful theme playing )
00:09:48( door chimes )
00:09:49It's open.
00:09:53Hey.
00:09:54Thruster specs.
00:09:56Thanks.
00:09:58Where you running off to?
00:09:59My quarters.
00:10:01Stay a while.
00:10:03I'll, uh, replicate some dinner, a bottle of burgundy.
00:10:07We deserve a break, don't you think?
00:10:11Not tonight.
00:10:13B'Elanna... what's going on?
00:10:17Nothing.
00:10:20Well, then how come it's impossible to have a conversation with you?
00:10:25I'm sorry.
00:10:27I don't want an apology.
00:10:28I want an explanation.
00:10:32Tom, I'm tired.
00:10:34Asleep is more like it.
00:10:37You hardly said three words in that last meeting.
00:10:40And then when Seven changed your design, you acted like... like you didn't care.
00:10:46I guess I didn't.
00:10:51I don't get it.
00:10:54How many times have we talked about how great it would be to do what we're doing now?
00:11:00To really collaborate-- my piloting skills and your engineering expertise.
00:11:05We finally get the chance to create something together from the ground up and you're not the slightest bit enthusiastic?
00:11:12I'm doing my job, aren't I?
00:11:14I delivered the thruster specs on schedule.
00:11:18B'Elanna, I'm not your boss.
00:11:20I'm not questioning your productivity or keeping tabs on how many hours you put in.
00:11:26I just want to know what's going on.
00:11:33I have to go.
00:11:54Computer, activate holodeck program Torres 2-1-6.
00:11:59COMPUTER: The program is active.
00:12:01Disengage safety protocols.
00:12:03Warning. Disengaging safety protocols
00:12:06presents extreme risk of injury.
00:12:08Override.
00:12:10Acknowledged.
00:12:12Safety protocols have been disengaged.
00:12:15( suspenseful theme playing )
00:12:39( growling )
00:12:40( grunting )
00:12:42( cries out )
00:12:43( dramatic theme playing )
00:12:45( yelling )
00:12:50( straining grunt )
00:12:51( coughing )
00:12:57Ooh!
00:13:01( B'Elanna panting )
00:13:11( suspenseful theme playing )
00:13:17Ensign, put us into a high orbit.
00:13:19I want to stay well-above that ionospheric turbulence.
00:13:21Aye, ma'am.
00:13:24There's the probe.
00:13:2510,000 kilometers beneath all that methane but still intact.
00:13:30We're not alone.
00:13:31I'm reading massive theta radiation.
00:13:34It's being dumped by a Malon freighter approaching from the far side of the planet.
00:13:38They're hailing.
00:13:39Well, they're more talkative than the last ones.
00:13:41Open a channel. KIM: Aye, sir.
00:13:44Leave orbit of this planet now.
00:13:45I don't believe we've been introduced.
00:13:47I'm Captain Janeway.
00:13:49I know exactly who you are.
00:13:50You are the person responsible
00:13:52for the destruction of one of our freighters
00:13:55and the deaths of nine Malon citizens.
00:13:57I'm very sorry that lives were lost, but you're leaving out an important detail.
00:14:02Your people were trying to steal a probe from us.
00:14:05We warned them to stay away from the gas giant, but they didn't listen.
00:14:09I'm taking your probe as compensation for our losses.
00:14:12That's going to be a little difficult.
00:14:14It's stuck beneath the atmosphere of the same gas giant that crushed your other ship.
00:14:18My people are expert at salvage operations.
00:14:22Well, Mr....
00:14:24Vrelk. Controller Vrelk.
00:14:26Vrelk.
00:14:28We have a little expertise of our own.
00:14:31We're a very determined crew.
00:14:33So my suggestion is that you leave orbit and in the future, if you come across anything that bears the insignia of the USS Voyager, head in the other direction.
00:14:43You are making a serious error.
00:14:45End transmission.
00:14:48Why would people in the business of toxic waste disposal be so anxious to get hold of a probe?
00:14:54It's not just any probe.
00:14:55It's multispatial technology.
00:14:57Maybe they think it'll help them find new places to dump their garbage.
00:15:56( gasping softly )
00:16:16( clattering )
00:16:21B'Elanna.
00:16:22What a nice surprise.
00:16:24I was just getting ready to close.
00:16:26Business has been slow with so many people busy on the new shuttle.
00:16:31Oh.
00:16:34I-I was just hoping we could catch up.
00:16:37You want to catch up?
00:16:38W-with me?
00:16:39If you have the time.
00:16:41Are you kidding?
00:16:43Yeah, we-- can I get you something?
00:16:47Name your poison.
00:16:50Oh.
00:16:53Um...
00:16:54Come on, B'Elanna, I handed that one to you on a silver platter.
00:16:57Huh?
00:16:59Name your poison?
00:17:00I was expecting one of those scathing but affectionate insults you always make about my cooking.
00:17:07Sorry.
00:17:08You'll feel wittier on a full stomach.
00:17:10So, uh, what'll it be?
00:17:12You know, actually...
00:17:14I was hoping for banana pancakes.
00:17:18Huh. I-I-I don't think I ever heard of banana pancakes before.
00:17:22My grandmother used to make them for me when I was a kid.
00:17:26It's always put a smile on my face.
00:17:29Well, then... one smile coming right up.
00:17:38Computer, one stack of banana pancakes.
00:17:47( sniffing )
00:17:52Smells delicious.
00:17:53Thanks.
00:18:05So how have you been?
00:18:06Oh, just great.
00:18:09My security training is going really well.
00:18:12Tuvok told me the other day that I'm, uh...
00:18:14( clearing throat )
00:18:15( imitating Tuvok ): Not completely inept.
00:18:20( normal voice ): Aren't you going to try them?
00:18:22Oh, sure.
00:18:35Well?
00:18:40Delicious.
00:18:44I have to get back to work.
00:18:48( slow theme playing )
00:18:50( door opens, closes )
00:18:59What are they still doing here?
00:19:01Apparently, they're not willing to give up on the probe so easily.
00:19:04JANEWAY: The question is: How do they expect to get their hands on it?
00:19:07It's reasonable to assume they're waiting for us to retrieve the probe, at which time, they'll attempt to steal it again.
00:19:14Maybe, but they have to know we're prepared for that.
00:19:17If they were planning to fight, you'd think they'd call in reinforcements, try to outgun us.
00:19:21Sensors don't show any other Malon ships in the area.
00:19:23Seven of Nine to the Captain.
00:19:26Janeway here.
00:19:27Report to the Astrometrics Lab.
00:19:29I have important information regarding the Malon vessel.
00:19:33Tuvok?
00:19:39What have you got?
00:19:40I've been using coherent neutrino beams to document activity aboard the Malon freighter.
00:19:45In other words, you've been spying on them.
00:19:48I've made a troubling discovery.
00:19:50This is a polythermal image of an interior section of the alien ship.
00:19:54The shaded figures you see are Malon crew members.
00:19:57That appears to be a small ship.
00:19:59Correct. The Malon are constructing a spacecraft composed of tetraburnium alloys.
00:20:05Theoretically, such a ship would be capable of withstanding extreme atmospheric pressures.
00:20:11I'll be damned.
00:20:12They're going after the probe themselves.
00:20:14That's not all, Captain.
00:20:16According to my projections, they will finish construction of their vessel at least 36 hours before we finish ours.
00:20:24( suspenseful theme playing )
00:20:27Well, then...
00:20:28I'd say we've got an old-fashioned space race on our hands.
00:20:38( suspenseful theme playing )
00:20:40JANEWAY: Captain's Log, supplemental.
00:20:41We've stepped up the pace of construction
00:20:44in order to finish our shuttle
00:20:45before the Malon finish theirs.
00:20:47According to Seven's most recent intelligence,
00:20:49we've gained some ground over the last 24 hours,
00:20:52putting us in a virtual dead heat with our competitors.
00:20:56I keep telling you we've got to reinforce the hull with kellinite.
00:20:59That's all there is to it.
00:21:01Proposing the same flawed strategy over and over again will not make it more effective, Ensign.
00:21:06Well, we've got to come up with something or we'll never get this thing off the ground.
00:21:09( high-pitched whine )
00:21:14Vorik, turn that damn thing off.
00:21:17I can't hear myself think.
00:21:19Sorry, sir.
00:21:20PARIS: Look, we could spend weeks trying to solve this, but we've got a ticking clock.
00:21:25Engines are working. Weapon systems are on line.
00:21:29I say we launch now and hope for the best.
00:21:31Mr. Paris, that is perhaps the most illogical statement you've ever made.
00:21:39Unless we find a way to reconfigure the structural integrity field, the hull will incur microfractures during descent.
00:21:45PARIS: Microfractures, Tuvok.
00:21:47Doesn't necessarily mean we'll have a hull breach.
00:21:49TUVOK: And if we do, I suppose these useless design elements from your "Captain Proton" scenario will compensate for the problem.
00:21:56Hey, every one of these knobs and levers is fully functional.
00:22:00And completely superfluous.
00:22:02Maybe to you. I am tired of tapping panels.
00:22:05For once, I want controls that let me actually feel the ship I'm piloting.
00:22:10Where you going?
00:22:11Holodeck.
00:22:13What for?
00:22:15To find out if this microfracture problem is a fatal flaw.
00:22:20( soft theme playing )
00:22:25Computer, activate immersion shielding.
00:22:28COMPUTER: Immersion shielding activated.
00:22:30Commence descent sequence.
00:22:32Range to probe-- 30,000 kilometers. 25,000.
00:22:36Warning.
00:22:37Atmospheric pressure is exceeding tolerance levels.
00:22:40Rapid ascent recommended.
00:22:42Continue descent.
00:22:43Acknowledged. Range to probe-- 10,000 kilometers.
00:22:46Disengage safety protocols.
00:22:47Warning. Disengaging safety protocols
00:22:50presents extreme risk of injury.
00:22:52Override.
00:22:53Acknowledged.
00:22:54Safety protocols have been disengaged.
00:22:57Warning. Atmospheric pressure is exceeding tolerance levels.
00:23:01Reroute power from secondary systems to structural integrity.
00:23:05Acknowledged.
00:23:07Microfractures are present in zones one and four.
00:23:09( grunts )
00:23:11( dramatic theme playing )
00:23:17The Malon are venting a theta radiation cloud.
00:23:20Our shields are down to 89 percent.
00:23:22Ensign, back us off.
00:23:24Vrelk is hailing.
00:23:26( sighs )
00:23:29On screen.
00:23:31That was rude, wasn't it?
00:23:33But we still have quite a bit of antimatter waste to expel.
00:23:37I hope we didn't damage your shields.
00:23:40Our shields are fine.
00:23:42Mmm. Well, we only ejected
00:23:44a small amount of waste this time.
00:23:47We still have much, much more to get rid of.
00:23:50Your shields may not be able to stand
00:23:52even higher levels of theta radiation.
00:23:54I've already told you we're not going anywhere.
00:23:57Let's stop playing these games, Captain.
00:23:59You've scanned my ship. I've scanned yours.
00:24:02We each know
00:24:04the other is building a vessel to retrieve the probe.
00:24:06What you don't know is that my vessel will be ready to launch
00:24:09in less than two days.
00:24:11You're too far behind.
00:24:13Well, if you're so far ahead, why bother trying to scare us away?
00:24:17Just trying to save you the embarrassment of losing.
00:24:22( disgusted grunt )
00:24:24You think they're really two days away?
00:24:26He's probably bluffing, but we're not going to take any chances.
00:24:28We've got to speed up construction somehow.
00:24:30We'd also better find a way to shore up our shields in case Vrelk decides to do any more venting.
00:24:34Good idea.
00:24:36Janeway to Lieutenant Torres.
00:24:39Computer, locate Lieutenant Torres.
00:24:41Lieutenant Torres is in Holodeck 1.
00:24:44Get down there.
00:24:47COMPUTER: Warning.
00:24:48Hull microfractures are present
00:24:49in zones one, two, three and four.
00:24:53Hull breach is imminent.
00:24:55Repeat: Hull microfractures
00:24:57are present in zones one, two, three and four.
00:25:01Hull breach is imminent.
00:25:03Computer, freeze program.
00:25:05( rumbling stops )
00:25:06( suspenseful theme playing )
00:25:10B'Elanna.
00:25:11Chakotay to Sickbay. Medical emergency.
00:25:20( suspenseful theme playing )
00:25:31What am I doing here?
00:25:33You had an accident on the holodeck.
00:25:38How long was I out?
00:25:40Almost 12 hours.
00:25:47I'd better get back to work.
00:25:48Not just yet. Why?
00:25:51The Captain's asked me to keep you here.
00:25:52But I feel fine.
00:25:53( door opens )
00:25:55Would you excuse us, please, doctor?
00:26:01Captain, what's going on?
00:26:06When the doctor examined you... he found evidence of internal bleeding, fractured vertebrae, contusions, cranial trauma.
00:26:19I guess the accident was pretty serious.
00:26:21The injuries I'm talking about didn't happen recently.
00:26:24Some of them are weeks, even months old.
00:26:28Well, I'm an engineer.
00:26:30I've had my share of bumps and bruises.
00:26:31But you didn't seek treatment for any of these.
00:26:34I don't run to Sickbay every time I stub my toe.
00:26:36Some of these injuries were life-threatening, B'Elanna.
00:26:39Do I look like I'm dying?
00:26:44The doctor says many of the wounds were treated... by someone with the medical expertise of a first-year nursing student.
00:26:51( exhales sharply )
00:26:53Oh, that's ridiculous.
00:26:55Is it?
00:26:57We investigated today's accident.
00:27:01You turned off the safety protocols during the holo-simulation.
00:27:06Why?
00:27:07We have a microfracture problem.
00:27:10With the safety protocols on, there's no way to be sure what would happen during a real flight.
00:27:14You don't really expect me to believe that, do you?
00:27:17Are you calling me a liar?
00:27:19According to the holodeck logs, you've been spending a lot of time there over the last few months.
00:27:30If I were to check... would I find that you've been running other programs without safety protocols?
00:27:39Would you like to look at my personal logs as well?
00:27:41B'Elanna, I'm worried about you.
00:27:44If there's something wrong, I want to help.
00:27:46Nothing's wrong.
00:27:50Okay?
00:27:51No. It's not okay.
00:27:54And until you decide to be more forthcoming, you'll remain under the doctor's supervision, which means you're off the shuttle project.
00:28:01I'm sorry.
00:28:04I'm not.
00:28:11Now I know there's something wrong.
00:28:14( soft theme playing )
00:28:24Engines are operating at close to 90 percent efficiency.
00:28:27Seven's got her new weapon system on line, and if we can just solve that microfracture problem, we'll be ready to go.
00:28:34Keep on it.
00:28:36Now... let's talk about B'Elanna.
00:28:43Tom, you had no idea about these injuries or how she got them?
00:28:48She never complained about being hurt.
00:28:51But then again, she's barely speaking to me lately.
00:28:55It's almost as if she's been intentionally trying to hurt herself.
00:28:59You think all these injuries have been happening on the holodeck?
00:29:02Well, where else?
00:29:03If they'd happened while she was working as she claims, somebody would've filed an injury report.
00:29:08Any idea what sort of programs she's been running?
00:29:15You're thinking the same thing I am.
00:29:17( sighs )
00:29:19I hate to go digging around in someone's personal holodeck programs, but if she won't tell us what's going on
00:29:23I don't think we have much choice.
00:29:25Tom, what do you think?
00:29:30He's right.
00:29:34Start digging.
00:29:41( suspenseful theme playing )
00:29:48( door chimes )
00:29:53( door chiming )
00:29:56I'm sleeping.
00:30:00Oh.
00:30:04Hi.
00:30:05Hi.
00:30:06( scoffs )
00:30:09I-I thought you were the doctor making a house call.
00:30:12He let you out of the cell block, huh?
00:30:15( sighs )
00:30:17He thinks familiar surroundings will help speed my recovery.
00:30:22Recovery from what?
00:30:24That's what I said.
00:30:26He thinks I'm suffering from clinical depression.
00:30:30Are you depressed?
00:30:34What are you, the new Ship's Counselor?
00:30:37( sighs )
00:30:40No.
00:30:42Just a friend.
00:30:43This whole thing is so ridiculous.
00:30:47I don't report a few scrapes, and suddenly Janeway thinks there's something wrong with me.
00:30:52( scoffs )
00:30:53Typical Starfleet, huh?
00:30:55You have been running holodeck programs without safety protocols.
00:31:02A few.
00:31:04But I haven't put anybody else at risk, and it's nothing that I can't handle.
00:31:11Tell you what.
00:31:12What do you say you and I pay a little visit to the holodeck?
00:31:15You can show me some of the programs you've been running.
00:31:17Right now?
00:31:19Sure. Maybe if I see what you've been up to,
00:31:21I can convince the Captain there's nothing to worry about.
00:31:23Heh. She's taken away my holodeck privileges.
00:31:26Consider them restored.
00:31:31( soft theme playing )
00:31:43Computer, activate holoprogram Torres Zeta-1.
00:31:46COMPUTER: Program activated.
00:31:48What are you doing?
00:31:50What...? Aah.
00:31:51( grunting )
00:31:55( weapon firing )
00:31:56( voice screaming )
00:31:58Computer, freeze program.
00:32:00Computer, belay that command!
00:32:02( grunting and gasping )
00:32:04( dramatic theme playing )
00:32:06Turn it off!
00:32:07Not until you tell me what it is.
00:32:09You know what it is!
00:32:18Who's this?
00:32:19Li Paz.
00:32:21Don't you recognize him?
00:32:23Oh, I recognize them all.
00:32:24Meyer. Nelson. Sahreen.
00:32:28You created a program to watch all our Maquis friends get slaughtered.
00:32:32What I want to know is why.
00:32:35I thought we came down here to talk about safety protocols.
00:32:38This has nothing to do with that.
00:32:39I'm not so sure.
00:32:41The logs show you only ran this program for 47 seconds-- the day after I gave you the news about the massacre.
00:32:46Then you shut it down and started running the most dangerous programs you could find with the safeties off.
00:32:51Why?
00:32:52This is ridiculous. I'm leaving.
00:32:54Computer, seal the doors.
00:32:55You can't do this!
00:32:56The hell I can't.
00:32:58You're not going anywhere until you tell me what's going on.
00:33:00( suspenseful theme playing )
00:33:03B'Elanna... why are you intentionally trying to hurt yourself?
00:33:09I don't know.
00:33:10Are you trying to commit suicide?
00:33:12( exhales sharply )
00:33:14No.
00:33:15Then why?
00:33:18Because... Ah.
00:33:20Because if I sprain my ankle, at least I feel something.
00:33:25What do you mean?
00:33:26Heh. I'm not trying to kill myself.
00:33:30I'm trying to see if I'm still alive.
00:33:33I don't understand.
00:33:38( explosions and voices grunting in distance )
00:33:43When you look at those corpses... how do you feel?
00:33:46( sighs )
00:33:50Sad.
00:33:52Angry.
00:33:54Maybe a little guilty that I wasn't there to die with them.
00:33:57Not me.
00:33:58I don't feel anything at all.
00:34:00B'Elanna, the Maquis were like our adopted family.
00:34:03I can understand you trying to block out that kind of pain--
00:34:05You don't understand.
00:34:08It's not just the pain.
00:34:10I don't feel anything-- not about my dead friends, not about Tom... you, my job.
00:34:19Maybe you're afraid if you let yourself start to feel something, you might not be able to stop.
00:34:27You can't just shut off your emotions, B'Elanna.
00:34:30Sooner or later... you're gonna have to let yourself grieve.
00:34:34Why?
00:34:37Just so I can go through it all over again?
00:34:40What are you talking about?
00:34:45When I was six, my father walked out on me.
00:34:48When I was 19, I got kicked out of Starfleet.
00:34:51A few years later, I got separated from the Maquis.
00:34:54And just when I start to feel safe, you tell me that all of our old friends have been slaughtered.
00:35:01The way I figure it, I've lost every family I've ever had.
00:35:05B'Elanna... you have a new family now... here on Voyager, and you're not going to lose us.
00:35:14You're stuck with us.
00:35:17You can't promise me that.
00:35:19No, I suppose I can't.
00:35:21Losing people is inevitable, and sometimes it happens sooner than we expect... but I can promise you that the people on this ship aren't about to let you stop living your life or break your neck on the holodeck.
00:35:35You're going to have to find another way to deal with this.
00:35:42I don't know how.
00:35:46Then we'll figure it out... together.
00:35:50( soft theme playing )
00:35:51( rumbling )
00:35:53JANEWAY: Commander Chakotay, we're under attack.
00:35:55Report to the Bridge immediately.
00:35:57You'd better go.
00:35:58( percussive theme playing )
00:36:14( dramatic theme playing )
00:36:24Why are they suddenly picking a fight?
00:36:26I believe they're attempting to distract us, Commander, while they launch their new shuttlecraft.
00:36:43( dramatic theme playing )
00:36:47The Malon vessel is 42,000 kilometers from the probe and closing.
00:36:50We can still catch them.
00:36:52Bridge to Lieutenant Paris.
00:36:53Paris here.
00:36:55JANEWAY: We've got to launch now if we're going
00:36:57to get to the probe first. Are you ready?
00:36:59Yes, ma'am.
00:37:01I'll begin the prelaunch sequence.
00:37:02What about the microfracture problem?
00:37:04We're keeping an eye on it, but we sure could use an extra hand.
00:37:07Chakotay's on his way.
00:37:21Chakotay... let me go.
00:37:24B'Elanna, I'm in a hurry.
00:37:25I am not out to get myself hurt if that's what you're thinking.
00:37:27I just want to do my job.
00:37:29I thought you weren't interested in your job anymore.
00:37:33If that hull breaches, I should be there.
00:37:36I'm still the best engineer we've got.
00:37:38Not lately.
00:37:40I can do this.
00:37:42I need to do this.
00:38:04Forty seconds to launch.
00:38:06Powering impulse engines.
00:38:08Stand by to bring aft thrusters on line.
00:38:11( door opening )
00:38:13B'Elanna.
00:38:15I heard you might need some help keeping this thing from falling apart.
00:38:20Welcome aboard.
00:38:23Vorik, you're in my seat.
00:38:24Excuse me, Lieutenant.
00:38:30Twenty seconds to launch.
00:38:32Get that hatch closed.
00:38:34Hatch sealed.
00:38:36Give me aft thrusters.
00:38:39Aft thrusters enabled.
00:38:40Ten seconds.
00:38:42All right.
00:38:43Let's see what this baby can do.
00:38:47Five... four... three... two... one.
00:38:54( dramatic theme playing )
00:39:03The Delta Flyer is away, Captain.
00:39:05How long till they overtake the Malon shuttle?
00:39:08TUVKOK: At present velocity, approximately three minutes.
00:39:15( dramatic theme playing )
00:39:17( rumbling )
00:39:18We're in.
00:39:20B'ELANNA: Structural integrity's at 92 percent.
00:39:23KIM: There's the Malon shuttle,
00:39:25200 kilometers off the port bow and 3,000 kilometers from the probe.
00:39:29We'll catch them.
00:39:31B'Elanna, how's the hull?
00:39:32Structural integrity's down about 12 percent.
00:39:36( dramatic theme playing )
00:39:41They're launching spatial charges.
00:39:43Shields holding.
00:39:45They want to play dirty.
00:39:46Let's show them what a little
00:39:48Borg-inspired weaponry can do.
00:39:50Acknowledged.
00:39:51Loading photonic missiles.
00:39:57We've lost power to secondary systems.
00:39:59Fire.
00:40:03Three direct hits.
00:40:04They're losing attitude control.
00:40:06They're pulling up.
00:40:07Nice shooting, Seven.
00:40:10I'm taking us down to the target.
00:40:12Harry, get ready to grab the probe.
00:40:15Still out of transport range.
00:40:17We're losing integrity. 50 percent... forty...
00:40:21If you can hold us together for another half a minute, we'll be within range of the target.
00:40:24We still need to survive the ascent.
00:40:26One thing at a time.
00:40:28We're losing structural integrity.
00:40:30It's down to 25 percent.
00:40:31Harry, prepare to lock on.
00:40:34We've got microfractures forming-- aft starboard hull zone two.
00:40:39I've got a lock.
00:40:40Beaming the probe into the cargo hold.
00:40:43Got it.
00:40:44Initiating rapid ascent.
00:40:51Harry, I need those secondary systems back on line.
00:40:54I can't. They're fried.
00:40:55( metal groaning )
00:40:58( dramatic theme playing )
00:41:14( grunting )
00:41:25Lieutenant, what are you doing?
00:41:26Patching a hole before it opens.
00:41:28That'll never hold.
00:41:30It'll hold a minute or two, and with any luck, that's all we need.
00:41:33Seven, take over here.
00:41:44I need an EPS relay.
00:41:46Uh, there's one in the transporter control circuitry.
00:41:55The panel is sealed.
00:41:56Good. Get away from it.
00:42:07I need a phaser.
00:42:37Watch out.
00:42:38I don't know if this is going to work.
00:42:47( dramatic theme continues playing )
00:42:57Glad you decided to come along.
00:43:10The Delta Flyer has docked.
00:43:12And the Malon?
00:43:14They're a little preoccupied.
00:43:16Seems their shuttlecraft's having a problem climbing out of the gas giant's atmosphere.
00:43:22Get us out of here, Ensign-- warp 2.
00:43:24Aye, Captain.
00:43:26( majestic theme playing )
00:43:37B'Elanna.
00:43:41I heard you did a hell of a job.
00:43:45So? How are you?
00:43:48You mean am I back to my old charming self?
00:43:52I don't know.
00:43:53( sighs )
00:43:55Give it time.
00:44:00Chakotay.
00:44:02What you did down in the holodeck today... thanks.
00:44:09But if you ever do anything like that again,
00:44:12I'll break your neck.
00:44:15( chuckles )
00:44:16( soft theme playing )
00:44:29Computer... one stack of banana pancakes with maple syrup.
00:45:02( chuckles softly )
00:45:09( majestic theme playing )