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Good Shepherd
00:00:15( door chimes )
00:00:16Come in.
00:00:18Seven of Nine's shipwide efficiency analysis.
00:00:20Did we get a passing grade?
00:00:22Barely. She wants to present it to the senior staff.
00:00:26Put her on the schedule.
00:00:28We'll be passing by a Class-T cluster in the next couple of days-- gas giants, radiogenic sources. I'm not sure it's worth altering course.
00:00:35At the very least, we should send the Delta Flyer for a look, and let's get a full range of sensor scans as we get closer.
00:00:46We'll go to a level-3 analysis of the cluster.
00:00:48Tom, get the Flyer ready and assemble an away team.
00:00:51Harry, start continuous scans.
00:00:53Kim to Seven of Nine. Proceed, Ensign.
00:00:56Any chance you can increase radiogenic resolution in the long-range sensors?
00:01:00The Captain wants to get a cleaner look at that cluster coming up off starboard.
00:01:04Acknowledged.
00:01:08Take these specifications to Lieutenant Torres.
00:01:11Right away.
00:01:22Deck 11.
00:01:33What's our Borg queen want now?
00:01:37We need to route at least another five terawatts to the sensor array.
00:01:45Deck 15.
00:01:56Hello.
00:02:03Sorry to interrupt.
00:02:05I'm about to disprove
00:02:07Schlezholt's theory of multiple big bangs.
00:02:09Of course, I had to demolish Wang's second postulate to do it.
00:02:13Power transfer requisition.
00:02:15You're standing in the way of cosmological history.
00:02:19The cosmos is 16 billion years old.
00:02:22It can wait another few minutes.
00:02:33Schlezholt would thank you for the reprieve.
00:04:40Captain's Log, Stardate 53753.2.
00:04:44Long-range scans of the T-cluster have indicated
00:04:46a number of tantalizing anomalies.
00:04:48The away team should have a field day.
00:04:50Who knows? I may even join them myself.
00:04:56FEMALE ( whispering): Billy...
00:04:57Mm...
00:04:59Billy, wake up.
00:05:02BILLY: What do you want?
00:05:03I need help. Good night.
00:05:06Billy, don't you dare go back to sleep.
00:05:10What's the problem?
00:05:12I'm in trouble.
00:05:14Go to sleep.
00:05:15Help me first.
00:05:18With what?
00:05:19This level-3 sensor analysis.
00:05:21I've got four hours of subspace infrared to interpret.
00:05:25Long-range scans on that cluster up ahead? Yes.
00:05:28It's too complicated to do over the com.
00:05:30Either we meet in the Mess Hall, or we wait until tomorrow.
00:05:33( groaning above ) I don't want to get dressed, and it can't wait until tomorrow.
00:05:37Your only options.
00:05:41I've given operations an efficiency rating of 76 out of a possible 100.
00:05:46Not exactly flying colors.
00:05:48The crewmen you assign to the night shift are frequently left with little to do once the ship's course has been locked in.
00:05:53The devil finds work for idle hands.
00:05:55Religious metaphors are irrelevant.
00:05:58Perhaps you should consider assigning them additional tasks.
00:06:00What's this I'm guilty of: "failure to utilize expertise"?
00:06:09Crewman Mortimer Harren.
00:06:11He has five advanced degrees in theoretical cosmology, but you've assigned him to the... Plasma Relay Room.
00:06:18His talents could be put to better use.
00:06:20B'Elanna? Believe me, I've tried.
00:06:23When I give him more responsibility, he doesn't do the work.
00:06:25Harren wants to be down on Deck 15.
00:06:28It gives him more time to repostulate the origins of the universe.
00:06:31As you can see, security is functioning at near-perfect efficiency.
00:06:35However, Commander, if you arrange the phasers in the weapons lockers so that the smaller rifles were in front, they could be more easily removed in the event of an emergency.
00:06:43I'll look into it.
00:06:48Crewman William Telfer.
00:06:50Billy. He certainly ruined my score.
00:06:53He visits the Sick Bay almost once a week complaining of illness.
00:06:56Invariably, you examine him and find nothing wrong.
00:07:00Mr. Telfer is a hypochondriac.
00:07:02I'd treat him for it, but he's afraid of medication.
00:07:05Have you tried counseling?
00:07:07He's afraid of that, too.
00:07:09All I can do is scan him and offer him reassurance.
00:07:11Wasting your time and medical resources.
00:07:14What about Astrometrics?
00:07:16Looks like you could use some improvement yourself, Seven.
00:07:19You're correct, unfortunately.
00:07:23Tal Celes, Sensor Analyst, grade-3.
00:07:27Her work must be constantly double-checked.
00:07:29She should be removed from Astrometrics and reassigned elsewhere-- perhaps to Engineering.
00:07:34Forget it. I've got my own problems to fix, remember?
00:07:38That'll be all, Seven. Thank you.
00:07:41Dismissed.
00:07:48Captain?
00:07:50They've never been on an away mission.
00:07:55Mortimer Harren...
00:07:57William Telfer, Tal Celes-- none of them.
00:08:01They get off the ship whenever we have general leave.
00:08:04I mean a working away mission.
00:08:06Harren never volunteers,
00:08:08Celes can't get past the proficiency requirements, and Telfer always seems to get a note from his doctor.
00:08:14Something's got to be done about this.
00:08:16What can we do? There are always a few who don't make it past their first year on a starship.
00:08:21Normally, they're reassigned.
00:08:23But in our case, maybe we should relieve them of duty and let them pursue their own interests.
00:08:28It certainly wouldn't hurt general efficiency.
00:08:30They aren't drones, Chakotay. We can't just deactivate them.
00:08:34Is the Delta Flyer ready?
00:08:37Flight-checked with provisions for a 72-hour away mission.
00:08:42What have you got in mind, Captain?
00:08:48Three people have slipped through the cracks on my ship.
00:08:52That makes it my problem.
00:09:02The analytical aspects of the subspace infrared algorithm are fourfold.
00:09:06Unfortunately, I have a threefold brain.
00:09:08You just have to break it down.
00:09:10Think of it as four smaller algorithms.
00:09:12Okay. But what's the sequence? It's...
00:09:14Zero-G Is Fun.
00:09:17As you were.
00:09:21Zeta particle derivation. Gamma wave frequency.
00:09:24Ion distribution. Flow rate of positrons.
00:09:27Z.G.I.F.-- Zero-G Is Fun.
00:09:30That's how you remember the sequence.
00:09:32Thank you, Captain.
00:09:33I'll try. Good... because where we're headed, you're going to need it.
00:09:37I'll be briefing you this afternoon in Astrometrics.
00:09:40We'll leave first thing in the morning.
00:09:46( sighs )
00:09:53Deck 15.
00:10:15Captain on the deck!
00:10:17At ease.
00:10:22Junction Room 16?
00:10:23Over there, Captain. Of course.
00:10:27Crewman Mitchell, how have you been?
00:10:32Uh, never better, ma'am.
00:10:33Yourself?
00:10:35Not bad. Not bad at all.
00:10:43Uh, to the left, ma'am.
00:10:45Thank you.
00:10:56Crewman Harren.
00:10:59Captain Janeway... are you lost?
00:11:02I was, for a minute.
00:11:06I'll be briefing you this afternoon.
00:11:09Well, there's been a mistake.
00:11:11Excuse me?
00:11:13You have me assigned to an away mission.
00:11:15I have my duties here. I'd prefer not to leave my post.
00:11:18Ensign Culhane will cover for you.
00:11:20The preflight schedule is all there.
00:11:24If this is charity, Captain, I don't want it.
00:11:28I didn't ask you what you want.
00:11:31I'm taking the Delta Flyer on an astronomical survey mission, and your expertise is needed.
00:11:36What do you know about my expertise?
00:11:39As much as I need to.
00:11:41Well, then you might be interested to know that I'm about to disprove Schlezholt's theory of multiple big bangs.
00:11:48Really?
00:11:50Wang's second postulate has more lives than a cat, doesn't it?
00:11:52Once you think you've eliminated it, bam, it pops up again.
00:11:56I'll give you a hand, if you'd like, when the away mission is over.
00:12:16Once we reach the cluster, we'll drop out of warp and maintain one-quarter impulse on the sweep through the protostars.
00:12:23I'll be piloting the Delta Flyer.
00:12:25Celes, you're going to run an ongoing sensor analysis, providing data for your colleagues.
00:12:31Mr. Harren, you'll be looking at subspace particle decay for anything new we might learn about star formation.
00:12:38And, Mr. Telfer, your job will be to look for signs of life, a long shot in this environment.
00:12:44But if it's out there, I'm sure you'll find it.
00:12:47You'll have the rest of the evening to familiarize yourselves with the mission.
00:12:51Excuse me, Captain. If we find a planet, we're not planning on exploring the surface, are we?
00:12:57That's a stellar nursery.
00:12:58Any planets will be gas giants.
00:13:00They may have moons. JANEWAY: Don't worry.
00:13:03We'll run a complete scan for pathogens before we set foot anywhere, and the Delta Flyer is fully equipped to deal with medical emergencies.
00:13:10We'll be fine.
00:13:12Shuttle Bay 1, 0600 hours.
00:13:16Dismissed.
00:13:24Celes is unreliable.
00:13:27Her sensor analyses will be full of errors.
00:13:29You could be putting your lives at risk.
00:13:31Don't worry, Seven, I'll check her work.
00:13:33This mission could be better served with a more experienced crew.
00:13:37No... not this mission.
00:13:41Ever hear the tale of the Good Shepherd?
00:13:44If even one sheep strayed into the wilderness, the shepherd left the safety of the flock and went after it.
00:13:51So, you're intending to rescue them?
00:13:54In a manner of speaking.
00:13:56Maybe all it will take will be some personal attention from their Captain, maybe something more, but I won't abandon a member of this crew, no matter what their problems might be.
00:14:27( sighs ): Poor guy... rotting away down on Deck 15, counting the years till we get out of this godforsaken Quadrant.
00:14:35It's a shame he doesn't have a superior officer who cares.
00:14:38It's not my job to make everybody who works for me happy.
00:14:43Some people just don't want to fit in.
00:14:45I'll bet you haven't said two words to him.
00:14:48Two words, exactly.
00:14:50We collided in the corridor during a Borg attack. I said, "Excuse me."
00:14:54Since we were at Red Alert and about to be destroyed,
00:14:57I think it was very considerate of me.
00:14:59Well, Mr. Considerate, why don't you go over there right now and offer him some encouragement?
00:15:05His first away mission.
00:15:07I'm sure he could use it.
00:15:20Brushing up on the Delta Flyer specs?
00:15:24I'm not a mechanic.
00:15:25Oh.
00:15:27Then, what are you doing?
00:15:40Very interesting.
00:15:43What do you find most interesting about it?
00:15:47Your creative use of the minus sign.
00:15:53I see you have a, uh, appreciation for multivariate analysis.
00:15:57Maybe you missed your calling.
00:15:59It's a shame.
00:16:01I imagine it gets tedious up at the helm.
00:16:03I enjoy the view.
00:16:12Well?
00:16:13I invited him over to watch our television set tonight.
00:16:18You don't mind, do you?
00:16:26TELFER: Celes, Celes...
00:16:28( Celes mumbles sleepily )
00:16:30Respond. Celes, respond.
00:16:35You're not sick.
00:16:37Yes, I am.
00:16:39No, you're not.
00:16:40Really...
00:16:41I am.
00:16:42We have to sleep.
00:16:43I can't go on this mission.
00:16:45Yes, you can. No, I can't.
00:16:47Yes. No.
00:16:48Bye. Wait.
00:16:54See?
00:16:56It's nothing. It's a fever.
00:16:58Your temperature is .2 degrees above normal. That's right.
00:17:01A typical deviation easily prompted by emotional stress.
00:17:05Or a multiphasic prion.
00:17:07You have not been infected by a prion.
00:17:09They attach themselves to the mitochondrial walls, and they just...
00:17:12I've already scanned you. You can barely see them.
00:17:15They aren't there.
00:17:16If they migrate to my cell membranes while I'm on the away mission, they could rupture and I...
00:17:20Crewman, I am not giving you a medical excuse... not this time.
00:17:25Try to get some sleep.
00:17:27You shouldn't even have a medical tricorder.
00:17:30( sighs ): Believe me... you'll be so caught up in the excitement of exploration, there won't be any time for worrying about infections, mitochondrial or otherwise.
00:17:41There's nothing like an away mission to remind a person of why we're out here.
00:17:57I'm going to one-quarter impulse.
00:17:59Should I start the sensor sweeps?
00:18:01We don't want to miss anything.
00:18:03Engine status?
00:18:05Within parameters.
00:18:06That wasn't us.
00:18:07Anything on sensors?
00:18:09.005 fluctuation in the spatial continuum.
00:18:12It looks like simple background noise.
00:18:17I agree.
00:18:18TELFER: Anybody for lunch?
00:18:20Are you volunteering, William?
00:18:22Yes, ma'am. I'll help.
00:18:23What would you like, Captain?
00:18:25Mortimer?
00:18:27Even my mother didn't call me that.
00:18:29Well, then, Mr. Harren, are you hungry?
00:18:32No.
00:18:33Thank you.
00:18:35I'll have the pasta soup.
00:18:37It should be listed under Neelix 651.
00:18:40Maybe I'll try that, too.
00:18:42I'm sure you'll like it.
00:18:43I'm sure I will. Thanks for the suggestion.
00:18:50I'd better get back there.
00:18:57Neelix 651, two servings.
00:19:01Neelix 651, two servings.
00:19:06What's wrong?
00:19:09The Captain checks every single thing I do.
00:19:12Oh... that's just standard procedure.
00:19:15Then, why isn't it standard procedure for you or Harren?
00:19:18Maybe she's giving you special attention.
00:19:20Yeah, because she knows I need it.
00:19:24I wish I could go back to Voyager.
00:19:27Me, too.
00:19:29There's always the escape pods.
00:19:32( laughing ): Can you imagine?
00:19:36I understand you grew up on Vico V.
00:19:39No wonder you became a cosmologist.
00:19:41Wildest sky in the Alpha Quadrant.
00:19:44So they say. I've never been there.
00:19:45Do you really believe that childhood environment is more important than genetically driven behavior patterns?
00:19:52Just making conversation.
00:19:54Conversation filled with unspoken assumptions, which I don't agree with.
00:19:58I'm a product of my nucleic acids.
00:20:00Where and how I was raised are beside the point, so if you're trying to understand me better, questions about my home planet are irrelevant.
00:20:07All right, then.
00:20:10How's your 13th chromosome?
00:20:12Missing a couple of base pairs in gene 178?
00:20:19I signed onto Voyager because I needed a year of hands-on experience.
00:20:22It was a requirement for getting into the Institute of Cosmology on Orion I.
00:20:27If we hadn't gotten lost in the Delta Quadrant,
00:20:30I'd be there right now.
00:20:32Sorry to have delayed your career plans, but all of us have had our lives interrupted.
00:20:37That's the nature of space exploration. It's unpredictable.
00:20:40Which is why I don't like space exploration.
00:20:44Stumbling from star to star like a drunken insect careening toward a light source is not my idea of a dignified existence.
00:20:52Pure theory is all that concerns me.
00:20:55Well, I'm not trying to change that.
00:20:58I'm simply trying to get every member of my crew working to their full capacity.
00:21:02That includes you, Mr. Harren.
00:21:04You don't feel responsible, Captain... for having three misfits aboard your ship?
00:21:09Well, if there's anything I can do to help relieve your guilt... please let me know.
00:21:17I'll keep that in mind.
00:21:22Maybe I will join my colleagues for lunch.
00:21:24All this exploration has given me an appetite.
00:21:32( console beeping )
00:21:39Computer, identify the source of that spatial fluctuation.
00:21:42Source unknown.
00:21:48Red Alert!
00:21:50Aft section, report!
00:21:53Report!
00:22:01Captain, are you all right?
00:22:02We need to get propulsion back on line and figure out what hit us.
00:22:06What's out there? I don't know, but whatever it was, it tore a plating section off the outer hull.
00:22:1290 percent of our antimatter's been neutralized.
00:22:14The reaction's cold.
00:22:16So much for warp drive.
00:22:17I'm bringing the impulse engines on line, but they've been damaged.
00:22:22We'll be able to do one-eighth impulse, no more.
00:22:25That should get us to the rendezvous point with Voyager in about ten years.
00:22:28Think they'll wait for us?
00:22:30Is the subspace transmitter on line?
00:22:33Voyager, this is the Delta Flyer.
00:22:35We've been hit by an unknown phenomenon and taken heavy damage. We require immediate assistance.
00:22:40Repeat: we require immediate assistance.
00:22:42Transmit that continuously on all subspace frequencies.
00:22:45Anything on active scans? Not yet.
00:22:47It was a dark-matter protocomet.
00:22:50I read a paper on that phenomenon once. Written by me.
00:22:53Well, enlighten us, Mr. Harren.
00:22:55I hypothesized that a tertiary product of stellar consolidation would be a comet-like assemblage of dark matter.
00:23:02It would be attracted to any source of antimatter and neutralize it upon contact.
00:23:06So, one of these things detected the antimatter in our warp core?
00:23:09The term "detected" suggests a consciousness.
00:23:12This is a mindless astrophysical phenomenon, nothing more.
00:23:15We should eject our remaining antimatter or we could suffer another impact.
00:23:19I can't do that, not on the basis of an unproven hypothesis.
00:23:23The forces involved are nontrivial-- if we're hit again, we could lose our entire outer hull.
00:23:27Eject the warp core, and we lose any hope of getting warp drive back.
00:23:31I need more evidence, and right now, sensors aren't talking.
00:23:34Maybe they are talking, but somebody doesn't know how to listen to them.
00:23:37You're out of line, crewman.
00:23:39This isn't the time to be worried about her feelings, Captain. We're in trouble.
00:23:43Captain, that hull plate-- it's less than ten kilometers away.
00:23:46Impact from a dark-matter body might've left a quantum signature in the alloys.
00:23:49JANEWAY: That's the evidence we're looking for.
00:23:52Do we have transporters? Yes, I've locked on to the plate.
00:23:55JANEWAY: Beam it directly to the aft section.
00:23:56Celes, you're with me.
00:23:58Continue the repairs.
00:24:08No sign of burns... or plasma residue.
00:24:16It seems to have been sheared off.
00:24:18Download this into the main computer.
00:24:31Captain, I'm sorry. For what?
00:24:33I thought that spatial fluctuation we ran into was background noise.
00:24:37Some noise.
00:24:39I saw the same sensor readings you did and came to the same conclusion.
00:24:43You don't have to doubt yourself all the time.
00:24:46Yes, I do, and you should, too.
00:24:48You're right to always be looking over my shoulder.
00:24:50We all make mistakes, even me.
00:24:53Every day?
00:24:55Every time you report for duty?
00:24:58On Voyager, it doesn't matter, because nothing I do is that critical.
00:25:02Seven doesn't trust me with anything important.
00:25:04The crew is protected from my mistakes by the people around me, but... out here I could get us killed.
00:25:11You went through Starfleet training courses.
00:25:14I had to cram for every exam.
00:25:17At the Academy, I was infamous for my all-nighters.
00:25:20Every night? Because that's what it took.
00:25:23That's the only way I made it through.
00:25:26Not to mention the sympathy votes.
00:25:28The conflict on Bajor worked in my favor.
00:25:31The Federation was so eager to have Bajorans in Starfleet that my instructors gave me the benefit of the doubt.
00:25:37So did you, when you accepted my application.
00:25:40You showed evidence of unconventional thinking. I liked that.
00:25:44Not everybody would've thought to retrieve that hull plating.
00:25:48Well, just don't trust me with the analysis.
00:25:49I guarantee I'll get it wrong.
00:25:51Well, with that attitude, I'm sure you will.
00:25:53This has nothing to do with attitude, Captain.
00:25:57You and I are wired differently.
00:25:59To you, this is nothing but data.
00:26:02To me, it... it's a monster with-with fangs and claws.
00:26:07In my nightmares, I am chased by algorithms.
00:26:11My brain just wasn't built to understand this.
00:26:15We can find you another post on Voyager.
00:26:18( sighs ): There isn't another post on Voyager, not for me... unless you need a waitress in the Mess Hall.
00:26:25You know... there's more to duty than the ability to manipulate algorithms.
00:26:33Everybody on Voyager has showed a courage far beyond what I could've expected.
00:26:38So have you.
00:26:40If we were still in the Alpha Quadrant, would that be enough to keep me on board?
00:26:47I can't answer that.
00:26:48I don't deserve to be on your ship, Captain.
00:26:52And I'm not really a part of Voyager.
00:26:55I just live there.
00:27:04Pressure's increasing. The EPS relays are fused.
00:27:06Cut the plasma flow.
00:27:08Cut the plasma...!
00:27:15I could've been killed. What's wrong with you?
00:27:17Everything.
00:27:20If you want something to fantasize about, try imagining how it'll feel if our hull is breached and we die of vacuum exposure.
00:27:26Our blood will vaporize, and our cell membranes will rupture.
00:27:30Surely you know the symptoms better than I do.
00:27:32Let's not talk about it, all right?
00:27:34Nothing disagrees with me more than having to put theories into practical use, but there's no choice, so pay attention to what we're doing here.
00:27:42You can check yourself into Sick Bay when we get back.
00:27:44And you can go back to Deck 15.
00:27:47That's right... where I don't have to rely on you or your intellectually deficient friend.
00:27:53At least I have a friend.
00:27:59Don't you ever get lonely down there?
00:28:02In the company of my own thoughts?
00:28:06Never.
00:28:07I don't believe that.
00:28:10Spend some time with us when we get back.
00:28:13You might enjoy yourself.
00:28:15A hypothesis that would require testing.
00:28:18I'm a theoretician, remember?
00:28:21Captain's Log, Delta Flyer, Stardate 53764.3.
00:28:26We've been running on minimal power for six hours.
00:28:28Still no response to our distress call,
00:28:30and no answers from the computer on what hit us.
00:28:33For now, it looks like we're on our own.
00:28:35Our scans of the hull fragment were inconclusive.
00:28:38We found some displaced positrons that could indicate a dark-matter impact.
00:28:42But could've been caused by something else?
00:28:44Proof enough. Not enough for me.
00:28:46Not enough to jettison the remaining antimatter.
00:28:50There's a gas giant only a few hours from our current position.
00:28:54T-class, surrounded by orbital rings, including one that's radiogenic.
00:28:59We could use those particles to reinitialize our warp reaction.
00:29:03With ten percent of our antimatter left, we'd only be able to make warp 2, but it would be enough to get us back on the road.
00:29:09Set a course.
00:29:13( console beeping )
00:29:16Another spatial fluctuation.
00:29:18Can you localize it?
00:29:19It's somewhere within the distance of 10,000 kilometers.
00:29:24Another one, closer, about 7,000 kilometers.
00:29:27It's being drawn toward our antimatter.
00:29:29Eject the core.
00:29:31Open a channel. All hailing frequencies.
00:29:34This is Captain Janeway of the Federation Vessel Delta Flyer.
00:29:38We are on a mission of peaceful exploration.
00:29:41Please identify yourself.
00:29:46No response.
00:29:48Of course not. It's a natural phenomenon.
00:29:49Captain, we only have a few seconds.
00:29:51I'm firing a photon torpedo.
00:29:53There's enough antimatter in the detonation chamber to draw that protocomet, if that's what it is.
00:30:01The torpedo's away.
00:30:03Distance: 1,000 kilometers.
00:30:051,500.
00:30:08No spatial disruptions.
00:30:11Find the source of that sound.
00:30:21( tricorder beeping insistently )
00:30:26Oh, no.
00:30:30That's not possible.
00:30:31JANEWAY: Where is he?
00:30:33I can't locate his bio-signature.
00:30:36He's not out there.
00:30:38He's not in space, not in subspace.
00:30:40It doesn't make sense.
00:30:42( panting )
00:30:46( grunts )
00:30:50Inside... me...
00:31:01Activate the transporter. Try to get a lock on whatever's inside him.
00:31:09( groaning )
00:31:16Tricorder isn't picking up anything. But I can feel it.
00:31:19I-I can't get a lock. It's like something's there, but it's not there.
00:31:23Oh, it's there.
00:31:24( gasping )
00:31:26Unfortunately, I have to agree.
00:31:29Obviously, whatever hit us was no protocomet. I was wrong.
00:31:32Maybe you weren't, not entirely.
00:31:33Sensors can't scan it; transporters can't lock on to it.
00:31:37Maybe this is some kind of dark-matter life-form.
00:31:40That's impossible. Molecules that complex would collapse under their own weight. They could never support life.
00:31:45Might be time to revise your theory.
00:31:47Where did they take you?
00:31:49I don't know. It was dark.
00:31:52Hot, I could feel breathing all around me.
00:31:54Did anyone try to communicate with you? I couldn't see.
00:31:58I tried to say something, but there wasn't enough air.
00:32:01I tried to move, but something was pressing down on me.
00:32:06( panting )
00:32:07The hypospray-- tetrovaline. It'll put me out.
00:32:10If I sedate you, it could lower your immune response, and you need to stay conscious.
00:32:15Do you understand?
00:32:18Billy... if it wanted to kill you, it would've done it by now.
00:32:22It never would've sent you back here.
00:32:25Maybe it was trying to scan you or something.
00:32:27If it wanted to get to know me better... it should've just asked me out for a drink.
00:32:33( groaning )
00:32:39Celes.
00:32:48Keep an eye on him.
00:32:50Harren.
00:32:58I'm setting a course for those rings.
00:33:00Shunt as much power as you can to the impulse engines.
00:33:02We never should've left Voyager.
00:33:04I've got news for you, crewman.
00:33:05Voyager isn't exactly a safe haven.
00:33:07We've been chased across the Quadrant by far worse than whatever's out there-- the Vidiians, Species 8472, the Borg-- but I guess if somebody's hiding down on Deck 15, they may not be aware of it.
00:33:20I wasn't meant to be an explorer.
00:33:22And I wasn't meant to guide a ship across an unknown Quadrant.
00:33:25Then we're both victims of circumstance.
00:33:27Oh, I've seen things I've never imagined, grown closer to people than I ever thought possible.
00:33:32I wouldn't call myself a victim, and I wouldn't trade the last six years for anything.
00:33:37Then you've been deluded by the inexhaustible human capacity to avoid the truth.
00:33:42You're the one hiding, not me.
00:33:44I've got you three more percentage points of impulse.
00:33:48I'll take it.
00:33:49Setting a course.
00:33:56Isn't there any part of you that feels a bond with the rest of us?
00:34:00When we escape from the Borg or discover a new type of star, don't you feel some pride of accomplishment?
00:34:07When you're in the Mess Hall, alone at your table in the corner, don't you see the friendships around you and wish even for a microsecond you were part of them?
00:34:22You don't know me at all.
00:34:25No, but I'd like to.
00:34:27That was the whole point of this mission.
00:34:31But I guess it hasn't worked out like I planned.
00:34:38Incoming transmission. Source?
00:34:40It's a Starfleet frequency. Must be Voyager.
00:34:43( heavy static )
00:34:45...the Delta Flyer. ...phenomenon...
00:34:46...hit by an... ...heavy damage.
00:34:49Repeat: require, require immediate... immediate, immediate... Flyer, Flyer, Flyer, Flyer...
00:34:54Subspace echo.
00:34:56Maybe not. There's a .005 deviation in the carrier wave.
00:35:00That's the same degree of spatial fluctuation left by our pursuers.
00:35:04They're sending our distress signal back to us.
00:35:07Modified. They might be trying to communicate.
00:35:10...Delta Flyer, Flyer, Flyer.
00:35:12...hit by an unknown phenomenon, unknown.
00:35:14They're taunting us.
00:35:15Not necessarily.
00:35:17Try to adjust the universal translator for...
00:35:19CELES: Captain!
00:35:22He went right through the force field.
00:35:24Billy, what are you doing?
00:35:26It's activating my motor neurons.
00:35:29I can't make it stop.
00:35:31I'm sorry, Captain.
00:35:33You've got to stop it.
00:35:37( groans ) No.
00:35:39It's okay, Billy, it's okay.
00:35:41It's okay.
00:35:43( groaning )
00:35:45It's in here.
00:35:49( screaming )
00:35:53It's tapping into our systems.
00:35:55Wait. It may be trying to communicate.
00:35:58( computer beeping swiftly )
00:36:05It's into our environmental controls. We've got to stop it.
00:36:09Hold your fire!
00:36:12What the hell is wrong with you? It was trying to kill us.
00:36:15You don't know that. We were at risk.
00:36:16I gave you a direct order.
00:36:18What if you were wrong?
00:36:19I could hear its thoughts.
00:36:22Explain.
00:36:25When it left me...
00:36:26I could hear what it was thinking.
00:36:29"Do not belong."
00:36:32That's what it said: "Do not belong."
00:36:34We don't belong here.
00:36:36Or it didn't belong in the Delta Flyer.
00:36:39Maybe that's why it was tapping into the environmental controls.
00:36:42It was trying to survive in a place it didn't belong.
00:36:46That's speculation. Based on direct observation.
00:36:49You murdered an alien being and destroyed any chance we had to make first contact.
00:36:55( computer beeping )
00:36:57We just lost another section of hull.
00:37:00How far are we from the gas giant?
00:37:01200,000 kilometers.
00:37:03I'm taking the Flyer into the radiogenic ring.
00:37:06With any luck, they won't follow.
00:37:08We can't survive in there for more than a few minutes.
00:37:10That should be enough to reinitialize the warp core.
00:37:30Start continuous transport of radiogenic particles directly into the reaction chamber.
00:37:35When it's approaching critical mass, let me know.
00:37:37Watch for any sign of pursuit.
00:37:40How are you doing?
00:37:43I always had this alarm in my head, sort of an internal Red Alert.
00:37:50It was like a warning system that would tell me I was sick or dying... of something.
00:37:58Mitochondrial prions, food poisoning, a head cold.
00:38:05It was always there.
00:38:07And now it's not?
00:38:11It's gone.
00:38:14I don't understand.
00:38:16Maybe I do.
00:38:20When I was a girl, I was afraid of the ocean.
00:38:22I liked to swim, but, uh, in a pool or a pond, where I knew exactly what was beneath me.
00:38:27But in the open water, with no way to know what was down there... it scared me to death.
00:38:32It wasn't until my first year at the Academy, after I went through zero-G training in the Coral Sea... that I finally got over it.
00:38:46I think you just came up from your first deep dive.
00:38:50( computer beeping ) They're in pursuit.
00:38:59Three minutes, 20 seconds to intercept.
00:39:01We'll need twice that to reinitialize warp reaction.
00:39:04Get into the escape pods.
00:39:06Captain.
00:39:08Plot a course away from the planet.
00:39:09I'm going to fire a phaser volley and hopefully set off a chain reaction of the radiogenic particles.
00:39:15It might be enough to disable our friends.
00:39:17You'll be disabled, too. Not if I go to full thrusters and keep in front of the shock wave.
00:39:22If I don't make it, head for the L-Class moon in the next system.
00:39:26You could survive there for weeks if you have to-- enough time for Voyager to pick up your distress signal.
00:39:30Now get moving. No.
00:39:33You'll have a better chance if we're with you.
00:39:35Go.
00:39:37We might not have contributed much on Voyager, but what we do here matters. We're the crew here, and the crew does not abandon its captain.
00:39:55All right, it's your choice.
00:39:58Then I'll be going alone.
00:40:01Good luck.
00:40:05Charge phaser banks.
00:40:07Stand by to divert all power to thrusters.
00:40:11Escape Pod 1 is occupied and ready, Captain.
00:40:14Launch Pod 1.
00:40:16Escape pod away.
00:40:18How close are our pursuers?
00:40:1965 seconds to intercept.
00:40:21Stand by to fire.
00:40:25Captain, the escape pod is altering course.
00:40:27It's heading for the aliens.
00:40:28Janeway to Harren.
00:40:29What are you doing?
00:40:31If they have to deal with me, it should give you a few more seconds to get away.
00:40:35That's my theory, anyway.
00:40:37Resume your escape course now.
00:40:39It's too late for that.
00:40:40You made a mistake, Harren. Don't make another one.
00:40:43I'm done hiding, Captain.
00:40:44A few seconds of exposure to real life... maybe I'll understand what I've been missing.
00:40:51He closed the channel.
00:40:53Get a transporter lock on that pod.
00:40:55I-I can't. We're out of range.
00:40:58More power to the thrusters.
00:41:06Celes.
00:41:07We're still not close enough.
00:41:09Thrusters at maximum.
00:41:17Got him. Fire.
00:41:27Shock wave approaching.
00:41:29Contact in four... three... two... one.
00:41:36More or less.
00:41:37( groaning )
00:41:57My crew... Easy.
00:42:04They're sleeping.
00:42:05No serious injuries.
00:42:07Everyone's all right... though you gave us a good scare for a while.
00:42:11We received your distress call.
00:42:14We found the Flyer drifting above a gas giant.
00:42:17You were all unconscious.
00:42:19Any sign of... another vessel or some kind of entity?
00:42:25No.
00:42:27( sighs )
00:42:30What happened?
00:42:35The Good Shepherd went after some lost sheep... and ran into a wolf.
00:42:44Did she find them?
00:42:56I think she did.